the unknown bit of me.

another new addition to my very beloved collection! Don't worry, this time it isn't heels (although they're beloved too). But as the title goes, this exposes shall reveal the unknown bit of me.


TADAAA!!

my Saiyuki books.

surprised??
never knew i had such a liking leh.

:)

really really love it. Get me anything bout it, i'll love you to bits. or maybe pieces too.
Got these 5 books as an early birthday present

:) :) :)

ceh. just some normal comic books.

Do Not Think That Way.
it's not those RM 4 comic books that can buy in mamak stall leh!

its RM40 for one because they're originally in Japanese.
sorry, not trying to brag bout the price or anything. just don't want my very-the-beloved to be degraded till those RM4 translated comics which are also translated in a weird way.


i'm happy and contented.


yes, kamen likes to read Japanese comics too. now you know.

addition.

i've been searching high and low, everywhere for you. and alas, i've found you - my beloved.

TADAA!

Vincci sucks now. they don't stock in new heels. that's so sad.

everytime i enter a shopping mall, i'll be zooming for Vincci, but end up being miserable.

it's the SAME SHOES I SEE EVERYTIME!

then finally, i spotted this in another shop. my beloved.

i am now satisfied.

but the problem is, the heels are too high. i don't even know where to wear them to.

a proud 3-inches.

:)

i think my legs will break after walking half an hour.
still, who cares?

- i've found my beloved.

.....heart, kamen

gloomy rainy day.

it's raining outside. and i'm in starbucks with my new girlfriend - caramel macchiato.

=)

gloomy gloomy day.

perhaps its because of the weather, everyone around me looks gloomy here. or maybe cuz mostly all of them are facing their own laptops. however this time, i'm smart. i brought along a jacket.

Reason: my fingers were all stiff and numb after chatting with chingy that day due to the cold.

smart, no?

my fingers are very warm now :)

how can some people still order ice blended drinks despite the coldness. honestly speaking, i'm very afraid of the cold. i'd rather you put me in a hot place rather than a cold, cold, cold place. i think i'll die.

most people i know would very much prefer the cold compared to the heat. really makes me wonder. i think xin will understand. can always remember her face cuddling in her jumper in class everyday hahaha.

those were the days.

recap.

hello blog.

i have to admit, i've been neglecting you for ages. and if you were a real existing thing, i think you would've been covered by thick, thick dust.


updates updates. let's see. i'll be starting classes! (finallly) i'll be joining the January intake in HELP. finally, i'll be moving my ass and start my studying days again. sometimes, i really wonder how those rich tai tais spend their days doing nothing. perhaps just stay at home watch all those dramas, then play mah jong or go salon together.


based on my 4 months experience, seriously, you'll get bored.


my dad comes home everyday seeing me being a couch potato. seriously, there's not a single tvb show that i've missed lately that i feel so bored. it's about time to reunion with my long lost darlings in HELP. but i think two will be leaving by the time i start.

sim li hong and xy. betrayers


enough bout starting classes.

i've finally gotten a new phone!

Nokia 7610 Supernova.

the screen is a mirror when it is in standby mode! squeals.

Dad: you look damn dumb staring into your phone. where got ppl look into phone in that way. ur staring at it in such a weird way that ppl will think you're retarded.

me: its a mirror la please.

Dad: you wearing a banner around you saying ur phone is a mirror izzit.

T______T

so now i feel very paranoid when i stare into the screen which is actually a mirror.

it's been so long since i've camwhored that i've lost my touch. finally, i picture which i've managed to take without looking weird.

cheers.

.....heart, kamen

will days change?

hello blog. i'm finally here to update you.

yes, i'm still loafing at home everyday, still on holidays.

i'm still wondering, should i start sept intake or jan next year?

according to flo, the spetember intake is quite.......sad.

only 50 ppl who registered. but...should i continue wasting time?

maybe i can try working. but, can't find job.

so...back to loafing.

oh my goodness, even this blog feels no-life now.

i really wonder why they have so many things to blog about.

haih

ching mun...lihong...xin.

their life feels colourful. so mine feels greyish.

OH MY GOD.

but i still wun wanna snap my fingers on the car door and end up like lihong.

that's a bit too colourful.

and i duwana see one whole kampung too.

*read ching's blog to know what i mean*

so...grey is good?

on holidays for Japanese class too. they're moving off to North Point.

(opposite Mid Valley)

so, hols for one week and we're off to a new environment.

same people though lol.

yea...so..i think this is already quite a pointless long post.

time to stop.

=)

.....heart, kamen

once in a blue moon.

throughout my school days, i've been known for one thing.
besides being talkative of course.
i have no fate with sports. not at all.
i join house deco for sports day.
cuz i don't wanna march, and obviously i can't run.
i run like a rabbit kura-kura.
my only hope of winning the race is when the rabbit-type-of-ppl-like-some-friends-that-i-have-who-are-runners-for-sports-day
stops for a rest and end up sleeping.
then i can slowly crawl my way into victory.
but so far, it's never happened.

T______T

maybe it's the Olympics fever. i've been watching the matches when i'm free.
tonight's the badminton finals! cheers for malaysia?
i'm being so un-kamen.
i'm gonna wait in front of the television and support Malaysia, for once.

i'm so proud of myself.
i'm not so useless when it comes to sports after all
=3

.....heart, kamen

i'm here waiting for you.

recently, got quite into this song.
it was the Ending Theme in NANA and the called it Travel To The Moon
but i checked it online and apparently, it's called A Little Pain.
it's really nice, trust me
*winks*
something wrong with imeem, can't add it on here.

Travel to the moon
You're asleep, as you work out your dreams
There's no one here
While the light of the stars toys with me

In order to become strong
I have to remember how to smile
If we're together, I can do it

* Realize that...
I'm here waiting for you
Even if the future is different from now
I'm here waiting for you
I keep on shouting
I'm sure all I have to do
Is pull in the thread that connects our hearts
So the person I was back then
Would open her eyes
No need to cry

Travel in silence
I can reach you if I stretch out my hands
The only memory I have of you
Is so far away

I can hear your voice
If I close my eyes
Even a little pain
Would be nice

Look at me
I'm here waiting for you
Even if you get lost, blown away by the wind
I'm here waiting for you
I look up at the sky
I was protecting my heart
With outstretched hands
Until the person you were back then
Looked back
No need to cry

(Feel something, feel nothing
Listen closely, listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me where it's quiet
Listen closely, listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

.....heart,kamen

it's never solved.

Olympics started last night *cheers*
first time i felt interested in sports, laugh out loud.

the same things repeat everyday, and things stay constant.
sorry for the long delays in updating and so posts..
Avril Lavigne's coming on the 29th!
anyone going?

The Best Damn Tour

there's no more road ahead,
why not part now...
there will not be a road after all,
no matter how far we walk together,
it'll just be the same.


.....heart, kamen

blank.

Life's been so boring these few days.
wonder where my peer lihong managed to get all the energy to blog.
and her entries are all long entries.
gimme some?

spent my days reading this japanese novel the entire day, everyday.

模倣犯 The CopyCat

really nice book.
apparently, it was a best-seller in Japan
and it was even made into a movie!

the story's about a guy who abducts women and starts killing them.
cold blooded, evil and intelligent guy who uses the media to announce and shows his murders live to the public.
seriously, it's gooood.
crazy, insane murderer.

it's never the same again.
never like how it was in the beginning,
things changed drastically,
and we stayed that way.

.....heart, kamen

superstar~

suddenly remembered something random
it happened when i went for dinner with my couz one night.

we went to some AC-like place
so the no.45-like guy passed us the menu and waited for us to order.

searching for what to drink, something caught my eye.

Michael Jackson

michael jackson can drink wan meh?

so we ordered. guess what it turned out to be?








Cincau and Soya Bean!
hahahahahahaha ironic.
what an icon he became - in a bad way.
but the person who came up with this was really creative hahaha.

.....heart, kamen

wth.

came across this piece of news and decided to post it on my blog to share it with you guys.

Initially saw it in Panda's blog

Apparently, this Japanese sculpture guy, made a figurine of an anime-character dude which then sold for $15 million in an auction.
Thinking it was made of diamonds or wrapped with branded designers' stuff, i checked it out. Upon checking, nope, no diamonds. No designers' brand.
Totally naked dude. Nothing interesting bout it, no?
wait till you see this pic.

now i know why it's so expensively priced.
the point is: his sperm.
spiral wannn
your sperm can a not??

so now maybe i changed my mind.
since i haven't started my Law degree, maybe i should take up Art or something.
then one day, maybe i'll make some cool sculpture
which can sell for $20 million or so.
i'll be filthy rich.
hmmm, worth thinking of.

.....heart, kamen

...sickening.

; Let's talk this over
; It's not like we're dead
; Was it something I did?
; Was it something you said?

; Don't leave me hangin
; In a city so dead
; Held up so high
; On such a breakable thread.

i'm so sick of everything. i really do not know what to do.

what should i do?

i've done all i could, yet we're still standing at the same point.

back right at where we started.

it never works the way we see it on tv.

where the boyfriend and girlfriend stays happily in love with each other,
regardless of anything happening to them. they stand strong together.

i've tried solving things. i've tried ignoring the problems.

but now, i really can't. it's pushing me to my limits... or maybe, we're in such a situation where, we're both pushing each other to our limits. doing things that neither of us like.

things have changed. it'll never be the same again.

...so much for my happy ending.

seventh day~

pfft. still on holidays.

being the couch potato i am, i started watching all the shows on Astro on Demand.
watched everything until i ended up with this show.
not that new but not quite that old.

The Seventh Day.



very very very very nice.
seriously, worth watching.

me: eh ching, i kai siu you one show.
cm: what show? i only watched one show. the wat seven day show...
me: ya ya that show. DAMN NICE
cm: ya, I CRIED.
me: ME TOO!!!

then the two crazy women started talking bout the show.
very nice!
two leng chais and two leng luis.
she's really pretty. but sad show...
pity her.
sniff

.....heart, kamen

reunited~

went out with my secret lovers last monday
lihong, ching mun, xin and jia xin.
mama hong reached first, so she msged me saying

first time i'm the not late and im the first to reach.
wait for you in front of mcdonalds.

ok, so i was walking and tried spotting for her in front of McD, but couldn't.
so i was about to type this message to her:

where are you? i don't see you.
but i see a skinny bitch in front of mcd. are you anywhere near her?

but when i was halfway typing, that skinny bitch turned back, and omg.
it was sim li hong.
ahahahaha
zhar dou.

then, jia xin came along.
ms. lee and ms. chen were late.
so we decided to enter the cinema first.

as we were lining up for popcorn, there were sum bunch of guys next to us.
one of the guys came joining his frens saying

eh, i couldn't get the tickets. Mission failed.

lihong: damn lame.

then suddenly, we came up with an even lamer "smart" idea.
*we even laughed ourselves thinking bout it*
-.-

this was our plan.
we passed the two tix to the ticket-man.
as usual, he asked us to write our friends' names on the tix.
so the moment came.
we wrote xinny, and chipmunk.

the plan was when ching and xin come asking for tix, the ticket-man would say
there's no ching mun here, only CHIPMUNK.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

then they came in. and ching looked absolutely normal. so we wondered and asked.
that smart woman asked for two tix for Get Smart instead and that ticket-man just gave!

dhfdjfhs;djfhsdjfhsdg

lihong: mission failed.

hahaha so that was the day.
im so lazy to get pics from ching's blog now.
so, for pics, visit her blog
lol

.....heart, kamen

finally, pictures~

finally, im uploading my pics on prom.
sorry bout the GREAT delay.

erm, okay, i shall start with my lesbo partner.
Jia Xin

so we were inside the ballroom when i finally found something

me: eh eh, outside the door there got mirror. take picture quite nice wan.
jx: come, lets go.

and this was how it all started.
this kay-poh aunty pat all the way from the other side to my table just to say
eh, look who's on stage.
and then it was sean (ya the one that has the same eyes as lihong) with alia aishah
dunno how to spell
yea, they're together.
but this aunty, spoilt her heels on her way here
wakakaka












okay, now for my college darlings.







its just the same, just different lightings hahaha
we were too free.
aunty florence went taking pictures with her david darling.



















okay, ini bukan darling.
this is orang who suddenly appeared from US hahaha

after many failed attempts, (i kept taking pictures cutting out half of his face)
only ended up with two pics

jy: you damn short laa.
-.-





jin hong: eh must take my entire body you know.
me: liddat how to see your face.
jinhong: i purposely wear so leng chai today. so must even take my shoes.
-.-







jin hong & john




jinhong: be damn proud. you're taking pictures with two hot guys.
haha okaaaay.



yang sik!



poser taufiq.



nut, me and vincent.



gay loy.



wei jian.
ahem, serene's ahem, crush.

omg, finally im done sorting out the pics.
enjoy!~

pictures!! at least a few of it~

sorry, still cant get the cable thingy to send the pics to the comp
but managed to steal a few more
=)





serene, naf, christy, florence, me







wei tat, yang sik, jin hong









me, jin hong, flo, serene



so that's all i managed to get so far
don worry, lots from the camera!
=D

a bit of some~

okay, here's a bit of pics for u guys.

basically, they're all stolen pictures.

haven sent the pics from my camera to the comp yet

so, please just bear with these first

=)

omg, i just realised something

jia xin's blog damn faggot.

i cant steal pictures from there!!!

nvm then, i'll steal from flo.

just to erm.....intro intro a bit bout prom hahaha

flo and jin hong

jin hong: eh, MUST see my whole body wan.

our leng lui!!

she's korean.

serene and swee ying.

i like serene's dress

=/

omg that's all i managed to find

i'm so sorry!!

will be back with more pics.

promise.

.....heart, kamen

punk'd~

wakakakakaka
everyone was so gg-fied (quote chingmun)
nah, it was bye bye to economics
HAR HAR HAR

btw, uploading pics on prom soon
somebody was bloody hot lalalala
try guessing who

jia xin, keep quiet hahaha

neways, i've just realised that

what you can't get is forever the best.

hmmm... understand?
erm..let's put it this way.
things/ppl that you can never get, is always the best.

hint....erm.....
don need la i think all of you know edi.
for those really blur ones
hint: same primary school with lihong before!

pictures coming soon!
mind you, lots of gay stuff happened in prom.
=p

.....heart, kamen

loath.~

i hate you.
i really do.

in fact, im so glad that it's over for us.
it's been almost a year i guess.
i tried to love you, but just to realise i couldn't.
i'm so sorry. i just can't.

i remember the first day we met in college...
then as we started to get closer, i got to know more about you.
pfft.
you contributed nothing but sadness to my life.
and perhaps, pressure.

i hate the fact that i have to spend some time on you whenever i'm obliged to.
i tried my best to understand you.
how complicated you were...
i really tried my best, but to no avail.

now, it's finally over for us.
it's really time to say goodbye - forever.
yes, i mean forever.

your presence for a year have totally ruined my life since college.
i'm so glad its time to put a stop to things.
you might be sad, but sorry, i 'm in glee.

thanks for the torture and grief you brought to me.
i really loath you.
so, i shall hereby declare




GOODBYE ECONOMICS!!!!!!

.....heart, kamen

c'est la vie~

hmmm, it's been so long since i've last updated.

so let's hope i'll be able to make this post a long post bout how it's been lately.

it's kinda late, but it was Flo's birthday
30th April
took pictures...but not uploaded by them haha
so...sorry!

and then, there's the last day of college
=(
nostalgia.
"celebrated" it with PB2
took a hell load of pictures
but just a small lil portion of it uploaded harhar

come to think of it, 1 1/2 year pass so fast
it was just the first day of college when we knew nobody in class
and then conflicts happen and all
and now, it's ended.

nostalgia over, EXAMS ARE COMING!
first paper on May 27th.
last paper on June 13th

* Friday the 13th!*

and on the same night itself,
PROM.

Chateau des Luminieres

(Luminated Castle?)

oh well. nuff said.





mr superman lookalike
=D

that's all the pictures for now.
more coming
=D

.....heart, kamen

bonjour~

it's been such a long time since i last updated.

exams are over,

and well, around the corner.

yea, trials are over and the real thing is coming.

A2!!

then i'll be off to HELP

reuniting with lihong mama and xin mama.

but not ching mama

sad.

=(

last movie i watched was

L Change The World

wakakaka! aku sangat sukaaaa

wait, no. last movie i watched was No Country For Old Men

OH-MY-GOD.

i slept. its so pointless and boring, sorry, i don't have an "arty" taste i guess

nor am i good in Oscar movies.

*shrugs*

so as i was saying, L Change The World.

aku sangat sukaaaaa

ok-la, aku sangat suka L saja... hahaha

sorry.

as for now, i shall be sitting in front of the comp

watching NANA lol

it's good, really.

can watch it here.
*click click*

P.S. Jia Xin, i'm ahead of youuuu. cuz i read the book wakakaka

any other shows to watch?

recommendations, anyone?

.....heart, kamen

how they change~

things happening recently made me reliase
how guys actually change.

for example,
in the beginning of the relationship,
they visit ur blog a gazillion times a day

Long term: they'd rather visit politicians' blogs.

in the beginning,
they send nice sweet comments for u

Long term: they'd rather visit random friends' pages.

sigh.

how sad.

on the brighter side....




HAPPY BIRHTDAY LIHONG!!!!


muahkz!
ur 19 now.
wakakaka ur older than me
lalalala

.....heart, kamen