Can't you see that you're smothering me?

All this while, I've never liked MOS.
And now, I'm right.
I'll never grow to like that place.
End of story.

男人不过是一件消遣的东西
有什么了不起?

太多太多, 可是
一个都不是我要的.

无聊死了.

得不到的, 你更想要.
消遣过了, 游戏完了,
剩下的又是什么?

All the things I knew right now, if only I knew back then.

Our long awaited Malacca trip!

Fortunately the weather yesterday was just nice. Not too hot (definitely not talking about temperature-wise) and it wasn't raining! What I meant by "not too hot" was that the sun was not glaring crazily down at us.

In the backseat with ChingMun

Why wasn't Jia Xin in the picture? She was busy camwhoring ALONE. Bloody vainpot.

Okay, a badly taken pic of us (after she was done taken vain pics of herself).

Can't blame me, the car was moving and thus the hand shaking!

Okay, a better shot.

Not long later, we reached Malacca. The journey there felt rather short. Or maybe, we were just talking too much haha. And that was how the theory of us three being like minions came out :(

All of us were pretty much starving. So our first stop was definitely FOOD! So we decided to drive to Jonker's Street for the famous chicken rice balls. We ordered roasted chicken, kampung chicken, roasted duck, siu yuk, otak-otak, rice balls and yam rice balls. Seriously, yam rice balls? Wtf. Sorry, I'm not exactly a yam lover.

Our fooooooddddd.

After our replenishing of energy, we went walking around Jonker's since we were there already. Actually, it was my first time walking around that street during the day time cuz for the past few times I've been there, it's during the times when the night market is open.

A rather scary picture hahaha.



Three of us in Jonker's. With the three keh leh feh's at the back.

The guys entered shops after shops and seriously, it felt more like they were shopping instead. Out of nowhere, Sean bought something which got all of us hyped up for a moment. You know, those things that comes in a small miniature tube? Then you squeeze them out, put it on a stick and when you blow, a bubble like balloon-ish thingy comes out?

Gah. It's so hard to explain it in words and as I remember, we never had a name for those things :(

There, those bubble like thingys. ChingMun looks so happy with them.

I doubt the younger people know about this cuz I think the kids nowadays hardly play with fun things like these anymore. Kids nowadays watch Hannah Montana and listen to Justin Bieber. Ugh.

We spent so long playing with that and Ching Mun failing badly in trying to blow one because everything she attempts to blow one, either one of the boys would smash it for her. Poor pepejal *inside joke*

Sei Jee King so tall I had to tip toe.



My victim while waiting for our durian cendol to come.



Ching Mun very happy with her durian cendol.

Then we drove back to Christ Church cuz Smelly said he wanted to look at reptiles. Those horrible shit which once again, scared the life out of me. You know, the huge yellow and white snake, the fatass python and the ugly iguana on the trishaw in front of the church? Yeah, those ugly things.

After that we walked to Menara Taming Sari. And that was how the story of Smelly having a pussy started... Sigh sounds obscene huh? Not.

Us persuading Smelly to the ride.

The boys in the ride going 33 floors upwards.



Jee King acting cool.



Wondering what everyone is looking at downwards??



Yeah, some pussy too small that we can't even see clearly.



A closer look at the pussy.

Yes, it was Aaron. He was the only one who didn't go on the ride for obvious reasons. After coming off the ride, we walked up the multiple staircases to Fort A Famosa.

On the way to the fort.

Spot me trying to seek some attention behind on the left haha.

Us three again :D



Act cute wtf.



Some gay action (look right) and some poser action (look middle).

By then it was already 5 something and we decided to head towards the Maritime Museum but unfortunately (fortunate for Jia Xin), it was closed already.

Failed notice outside the museum

So we decided to hunt for food again! Walked an effing far distance to Tan Kim Hock to buy food home and walked another crazy distance for satay celup.

Lost people.

All of us waiting by Tan Kim Hock while Jia Xin calls her long lost friend to find out where the famous satay celup shop is.

After a loooonnnng walk and complicated directions, we finally reached the shop. Just to find out that it was CLOSED FOR THE DAY. Damn. We gave up, walked to the car and decided to drive searching for satay celup instead.

While searching for satay celup. Pepejal quite cute here.

Finally, we reached another place, also famous for their satay celup's. I forgot the name of the place in English but I know it's called 万里香 in Chinese. It was freaking cheap. Like, RM 0.50 for one stick and some for RM 0.60?? Omfg cheap. We ate so much till we couldn't eat anymore and it only summed up to about RM 10 for each person inclusive of drinks.

And when I said we said so much, I literally meant, a lot.

Try counting the number of sticks and multiply it by 2.

This was just the left side of the tray cuz well, my camera screen cracked so I couldn't really see what I was snapping. So this failed picture of half a tray came out. So imagine this left side of the tray, plus a right side of the tray with equally as many sticks. All just for us girls (and Smelly took a few sticks). We came back with the tray and the guys were all in shock, saying we'll never finish it.

We proved them wrong of course :D

Yeap, so that was roughly how our Malacca trip went. It was ton loads of awesome funnn!! We definitely need another trip somewhere like that again, for sure :)

I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain.

I think I should sleep. The remaining hours that I get to sleep. Hmm, the last sentence sounded weird, as in, grammatically wrong. Oh well.

An early morning tomorrow. Oh speaking of which, Jia Xin and I were literally mindfucked to a very critical extent this evening. Our initial plan was to meet up with Ching Mun at Telawi for Tutti Frutti after our movie and dinner. Wait, before we move on, I think I need to rewind the story for a bit.

Right before our movie, Jia Xin was mentioning to me that today is the first day of the seventh month in the Chinese lunar calendar. (According to the lunar calendar, the seventh month is also known as the Ghost Festival where Hell's gates are open and the ghosts roam around the human world.) And this reminded me of what I read on my younger cousin's Facebook page when I was stalking looking around. Apparently, this year's festival is the "darkest" one in 60 years. As in, there would be more ghosts wandering around here and there? I have no idea but I think that's about it.

But yeah, it was enough to mindfuck the both of us already. So after our movie and during dinner, I randomly received a text from Smelly. He knew we were about to head to Bangsar and his text went about like this:

Usually you see people praying around Telawi along the roads, cuz it's like, the central for ghost area or something........

Hailat. Double the mindfucking. Cuz I suddenly remembered Ching Mun's post about how her maid told her that she could see "them" sucking food. Wtf. But yeah, we ended up canceling on her. And none of us dared to call her to tell her about us not going over anymore (plus the crappy reason why we're canceling on her...) AND we were convincing one another that she "will not be done with dinner yet anyway" when it was already 10.30pm.

Later on he told us that he was "just kidding" but oh well, the damage had been done. We usually aren't very superstitious people but well, as the saying goes: Better safe than sorry. So yeah, we'd take any steps of prevention, JUST IN CASE.

Yes, we're chickens like that. Sue us. T_______________________T

BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY OKAY.

Sigh, got to sleep already. Long day tomorrow (technically today since it's past midnight). Good night peeps.

Oyasumi.

You seem like the type to love em and leave em and disappear right after the song.

I have an impostor! Like, for real. And I'm not liking a single bit of it.

This, is the impostor's profile page on Facebook.

Bad enough to use my exact full name, the impostor decided to steal my picture AND use it as her/his display picture too. FML.

Just in case you people are wondering, this is my real profile page.

The real deal.

It's annoying the shit out of me and Facebook is doing nothing about it. How come they can close down Yagami-chan's page in 24 hours' time and not this!! Oh my god.

(If you do not know who Yagami-chan is and is very curious as to who she is, kindly Google. Good luck.)

And these are a few of the many comments from my very optimistic friends.

Sigh.

How nice of them to convince me into thinking on the bright side. And well, apparently some prefer the impostor. (Refer to Ching Mun's and Oscar's comments) FML x2

And when I told the Favourite J about this:

Me: Eh, I got impostorrr!!! T_____________T

J: Ya, I know. I saw.

Me: So annoying! How la.

J: You made the account yourself one is it? To convince yourself and make people think that there's someone out there who wants to impersonate you.

FML x3

So yeah, if any of you happen to fumble upon this page and is feeling kind, please do help me report the profile to Facebook. Appreciate it a lot. Thanksss :)

Speaking of the Favourite J, he's been such a bitch recently. He's been calling me just to laugh at me being stuck studying at home while he's partying his ass off every night for the past week. You watch out. This week, I'm back on the streak.

On another note, Malacca tomorrow! Hope it'll be a sunny day tomorrow! Stay tuned :)

We were both young when I first saw you.

"It is said that true friends can go for long periods of time without speaking and never question your friendship. This type of friends pick up again as though they just spoke yesterday, regardless of how long it's been, how far away they live and they don't hold grudges. They understand that life is busy but that you'll always, love them."

Beautiful, beautiful quote. Cuz I have a handful of them right here with me :)

If I could write you a song to make you fall in love.

Actually, I am in a desperate need to go on a vacation. Even a two or three days one would do. Somewhere out of town. Away from this, that and everything else. Sometimes, I'm so sick of city life, with the same daily routines, the same little things bothering me every once in a while.

I just need to be away for a few days, away from those things bothering me and just, live the way I want to without anyone or anything in the way. Without any constraints, with just the people whose company I enjoy so much. And definitely an insane night of fun. Does not necessarily have to be a party, but yeah, there's nothing some booze won't do ;-)

Anywhere out of KL would do. Preferably the beach? Okay, beggars can't be choosers. Anywhere, really.

And one day, I'll make sure I get to a place like this :)

旅行したいなぁ。
一緒に行けばいいのに。
断れなかったらいいのに。
ね、君？

Cuz tonight will be the night that I will fall for you all over again.

Searching, looking and running an endless path.
But the scenery, they're stationary.
So have I been running on the same spot where I've started?
Searching for what, I don't know.

It's like we're seeking different things, finally splitting ways.
Like the repulsion force between magnets,
Pushing one another away.
Could it be that we're sick of the explanations,
Fed up of the compromise and,
Grown out of the attraction?

Perhaps it's a phase,
A phase where we start thinking and realising that,
We don't need one another after all.

Cuz that's not how it should be.

If only you would've told me that there was no other like me,
If only you would've whispered sweet nothings to me, for once - just once.
If only you would've made me your world, for a day.
If only - just like those it could have been's,
Always the saddest words of tongue and pen.

I think, I've picked up my ability again,
The one I've abandoned some time ago,
Making myself vulnerable all over again.
Now that it's back, I hope it stays.
And grows strong within me.
So I would be bothered about nobody, and nothing else
But the fun I have each moment.

Cuz I burnt every bridge I ever built when you were here.

任性, 我行我素.
所在乎的就只有自己.
孤独也好, 自私也好,
宁愿把伤害都给予别人
都不想让自己有被伤害的危险.
像刺猬般防范.
现在, 真羡慕以前的自己.

仅存那么一点点的勇敢,
就这样熬了过来.
回看一下
原来, 那也是一种自在.

如果还能那样, 那该有多好.
谁也进不来属于自己的领域.
就算是你.

I dream of ways to see you, I could fantasize about you.

Ah, it's those days again.

And the countdown begins.

On a side note, Malacca can rain all it wants on Tuesday. Just please don't rain on Wednesday.

So take a dirty picture for me, take a dirty picture.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday,
Friday and Saturday,
Saturday and Sunday,
You know what we say,

Party everyday.

Imma start the streak, again.

I'm sick of all the insincere, so I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

Our Genting trip! All of us were so worried that we won't be able to wake up early morning that day. And well, we kinda erm, called each other up to make sure we weren't the only ones wearing sport shoes haha. (Sorry, we hardly wear them and it really does feel weird wearing them).

Our theory went something like this: We insisted on wearing shorts, so our legs would definitely be exposed to the cold. So we couldn't bear wearing sandals, we had to at least keep our toes warm. Lame, but yeah.

But it failed. Our (CM's and mine) toes were completely soaked after we went on this ride.

Apparently we were like two pink caterpillars wtf.

We were busy ducking from the splash, but little did we know that when the log thing tilted, the water accumulated inside it flooded our feet big time.

Waited for 45 minutes just for this ride due to some inconsiderate idiots who never thought for their own safety, ugh.

Oh, before we left for Genting and while waiting for our bus schedule (yes we decided to take the bus cuz I initially wanted to take the cable car) - wait, speaking of cable cars... Sigh. That was another failed story of mine. Yes, while waiting, we decided to grab some food and play what we always did best for the past few days/weeks.

See that scheming face of CM's?

Yeah, it was Monopoly Deal. The new game (relatively) which we all got addicted to.

My awesome hands.

You see that? Only one more effing card and I would have won the game. CM and I had a Deal Breaker each (there are only two in a deck. It's a card you use to steal your opponent's full set to complete your own set of cards), and we were both ALMOST winning. Or rather, we were just waiting for our turn to come so we could game. Till that bloody ccb bitch Smelly won without any power cards. Tantrum shit.

Us waiting in line for the Pirate Ship.

I so remember the crying girl hahaha! And Jia Xin you bitch. Your bag almost got all of us killed. I'll remember that for life.

While the two losers were waiting in line for their roller coaster ride.

Waited for half an hour and just a 30 seconds ride. Tsk tsk. Seriously, why is it still so crowded despite it being a freaking Monday?? Don't people have to work and go to school? Deng.

Oh yeah, my failed stories. My raison d'être (reason for being) for actually going all the way to Genting was completely defied. Firstly, I left KL, very looking forward to my cable car ride there. To my horror, the bus driver drove us all the way up and I later found out that the cable car was closed. Like, effing closed. Homaigod.

Then as we entered the theme park, there was a big fat sign saying that the swing ride was closed for the day. You know, the one which spins you around in a swing and goes crazy high just after the entrance? Yeah, that. So, what now? Only the carousel is available?? Sigh, why oh why must Genting do this to me?

Oh well, let's hope the satay celup shops won't decide to go on a holiday and the sky doesn't decide to rain while I'm walking around in Jonkers' Street next week in Malacca. Touchwood.

Cuz I like you just the way you are.

I've been living my days with dread, denial and despair for the past few days. Dread cuz I'm dreading the following few days in the week, denial cuz I'm still refusing to enter my study mode and despair cuz I can only see a dark week ahead, like literally pitch black - metaphorically speaking.

I'm pretty sure that I'm not. Hello, you can't really blame me right? It's still the holidays goddamnit!

You see, it doesn't really bother me whether minority right's are protected or not, I don't really care what the directors' duties are and really, ultra vires or not - I'm not interested.

Yeah, something like that.

And the worst? This has been happening for the past few attempts of me studying, and I have a feeling it'll last through the week.

FML.

You told me you would never ever forget these images.

I've heard of a saying, a very sad saying which goes like this,

"When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void forever."

I can never agree more to that. But then again, I have also been told that it is always better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.

That, I can never deny. It is always best to know that you have once loved so badly and blindly that you've even forgotten the reason why. But the most foolish and admirable thing is knowing that you've never regretted a moment of it :)

*

点头, 挥手, 微笑.
你和我, 就像陌生人般
擦肩而过.

擦れ違った

那瞬间的我终于可以很肯定的说
我真的放下了.
伤口依然会痛, 心依然会觉得难过
可是
我还是放下了.

そして

你, 只不过是我生命里其中一个过客.
一个让我跌到, 然后成长的过客.
一个我无法忘记的过客.

ありがとう・・・

你曾经给过我的, 那么多却那么少.
多的是伤害与回忆, 少的却是时间.
挣扎了两年, 到最后拥有的
是陌生的微笑.
而我, 也只能和你一样
对你微笑, 让你知道现在的我
更好过.

色々。

或许这是我们之间
最好的问候吧.


And here, I'd wish you all the happiness in the world,
My once upon a time dream.

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.

I wish I was your favourite girl,
I wish I you thought I was the reason,
I wish the way I dressed was your favourite kinda style,
I wish that without me your heart would break.

And I wish that without me
You'd be spending the rest of your nights awake,
I wish that I was,
The last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

I wish that my touch makes you smile just like that,
And I wish I had you the way that she had.
Oh I wish I was her,
I wish that was me.

*

Oh bad, bad songs.

下雨天．

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样, 等不到他的谁?
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞, 一个人擦泪, 一个人好累.

Hopes will only make one more tired,
Who's just like me,
Waiting for that somebody who doesn't care?
Loving you only taught me the taste of loneliness.
Holding the umbrella alone, wiping my own tears,
It's sickening to be alone.

怎样的雨, 怎样的夜,
怎样的我能让你更想念?
雨要多大, 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴?

What type of rain, what type of night,
And how would I need to be,
To make you miss me?
How heavy would the rain need to be,
How dark would the night need to be,
Only you would be willing to care?

其实没有我你分不清那些差别　
结局还能多明显？
别说你会难过，别说你想改变.

Actually, it doesn't matter to you
With or without me.
How more obvious could the ending get?
Don't tell me you'll be sad,
Don't even try telling me you'll change.

Oh how much I'm loving this song right now.

愛しかった君にサヨウナラを。

溺れそうよ。

I'm drowning.

誰かへ叫びたいけど、呼ぶ名前さえ思い出せない。何でだろう？
失望・言い訳・堕落
これは、地獄？

呼吸したい、でも息ができない。
ただ・・・この苦しさから逃げたい。
繰り返すばかり、逃げられない。
誰か、助けてくれる？

本当に悪魔がいるなら、魂の代わりに、幸せがくれるの？
幸せってそうじゃないだから。

君だけいれば何でもできると思ったけど、愚かな考えだった。
結局、私に残るのは孤独しかないだね？

一人で彷徨っているこの星もない夜
冷たくて無慈悲な深夜、私を嘲笑しているように。
そろそろ夜明が来るだよ、まだ寝られないのに・・・
耳を済ませる同時に、闇が囁いた、
「希望は失望になるためだけなんだ」って。

空に見上げた瞬間、
翼があればいいんだと思い込んだ。
消えられるからさぁ。

怖いよ、失いたくないよ。
ずっと失いたくなくて掌に強く握ったせいかも知れない、
だから見えない籠になった、だから鍵のない鎖にもなってしまった。
だから、砕いた。

誰かこの我が儘をわかってくれるのでしょう？

あなたと言う空の中
僕だけを閉じ込めて
もう何処にも行かないで。

The club can't even handle me right now.

My apologies for the lack of updates, or rather - lack of pictures recently. I've been out so often that I don't even have the time to actually sit down and think of what to blog about. Okay, I was just lazy or too tired to blog.

Okay, as most of you already know it was Flo baby's return to KL again, just for the weekend (like, two weeks ago?).

:)

And well, just few days ago, we had one of our most awesome night out together, like finally. Try imagining a simple yam char session which ended up being a partying night. Yes, we only wore our normal tops, shorts for some, flats and as for me, my roxy sandals. Oh, and not forgetting CM's long dress which reached till her ankle. And our very, very minimal makeup which have already been smudged/faded horribly through the day.

Nothing can beat the randomness of this night. Oh and the erm, stupidity. Thank god the album could only be accessed by the four of us. Otherwise, I think I should really start digging a hole and bury myself there.

Our group pic!!
Sigh I love these lovelies.

Haha Xin looks cute here!

Lesson learnt: Never ever, as in, NEVER dance next to Chingy. Let's just say... she selectively has very bad balancing skills. If you get what I mean. Else, you might risk having your erm, lower bodily part injured. It's either you get terribly injured that way, or the people next to you would glare at you angrily due to the constant banging into people.

I wonder when's the next time we'll ever ever have a night like this again, with everyone leaving the country already :(

Got home at 3.30am and finally managed to sleep at 5am. A few hours later, all of us met up (again) for lunch with LiHong the Donkey at Rakuzen @Plaza Damas before she flies off again. We were so lucky to have the whole room to ourselves, cuz we were so L-O-U-D. All the laughing and shouting. Sigh, sometimes, I miss those days when we were back in school :)

Chingy, being extremely happy that it was her last day of work, insisted that she had to get back to work cuz she was already 1 hour late. Eventually, this happened on the way back to work:

Smelly: Eh, wind down the windows so that it seems more real. Like we're stranded by the side of the road.

Chingy: *winds down window and dials number*Hello? I don't think I can make it back to work cuz kawan saya ada accident. I was on my way back to work (bullshit) but suddenly ada kereta then BAMMM. Kawan saya sangat takut. I'm sorry...

HAHAHA! She literally spoke that way, with Malay and English all jumbled up together and I swear, she ended it with kawan saya sangat takut and I don't know why she added it. I think it was for dramatic purposes (wtf). So what for?

To play Monopoly Deal in LiHong's house.

-___________________-

It was fun though. Watching how all of LiHong's property got swiped off the table by JX just like that. And all of us trying desperately to convince JX to take another's property instead of our ownselves'.

Only the bunch of us could come up with nonsense like that I guess. Only when we're together, right darlings? :)

Hey, it's me again. I'm so in love with you again.

眠る貴方は哀しそうで
悪い夢でも見てるようだ
ぼくはここだよ
隣にいるよ
どこへももう行かない

You look so sad even when you're asleep,
Did you just had bad dream?
I'm here,
Right here beside you,
I'm not going anywhere.

貴方という空の中
僕だけを閉じこめて
もうどこへも行かないよ
もうどこにも行かないで

Just keep me inside,
The sky that I think you are.
I'm not going anywhere anymore,
So please do not leave anymore.

人はみな空の中
自由という籠の中
貴方だけ居ればいい
この空にもう翼は
いらない.

Everyone under this sky,
Imprisoned within this cage called freedom.
As long as you are here,
This sky no longer needs its wings.

I guess, these lyrics would mean nothing to those who do not understand its meaning, cuz it took me a while to understand it too. After I finally remembered that "sky" is called Ciel in French :)

Now read those lyrics again and please tell me that you get it too? :)

#kuroshitsuji

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn.

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe?
When you with em you meet and
neither one of you even know what hit em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em.

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded.

Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems,
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano.

All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies,
I'm tired of the games I just want her back.

- Love The Way You Lie

Go easy on my conscience, cuz it's not my fault.

爱已不能动
还有什么值得我心痛
没人心疼的黑夜
脸颊两行咸咸的泪水

你怎么舍得让我的泪流向海?
付出的感情永远找不回来
你怎么舍得让我的爱流向海?
伤心的往事一幕幕
就像潮水将我掩埋

朝なんか来なければいいのに
そうしたらいつまでもこうして二人
すっと一緒にいられるのに。

When everything that felt so right is wrong.

Quote Flo:

"When a guy hasn't got you, everything is unimportant, but you.
But when he has gotten you, everything is more important than you."

The sad truth about the men species.

If I ever start to think straight, this heart will start a riot in me.

So I was happily tweeting away last night. I remember the first time I saw the singer of this song, it felt so familiar. I knew I heard or saw it somewhere before.

Now I remember
T__________________T

*the so called superstar (inside joke) needs his privacy so it's censored off. lol?

A moment later...

ĴØŇ says (1:02 AM):
*r u there?

kamen says (1:02 AM):
*yes darling

(He started off nicely so I innocently thought he would be nice and actually send me the song)

ĴØŇ says (1:02 AM):
*noob that song also noisy la
*same as what i listen
*u damn bias
*jus cuz its the song from the anime u watching

kamen says (1:03 AM):
*hahahahah how u knowwwwwwww
*that song damn nice ok. different from ur bising songs

ĴØŇ says (1:04 AM):
*zzzzz
*biased shit malas talk to u
*that song is also bising la
*what not bising
*i can giv u tons of songs that sounds like that

kamen says (1:04 AM):
*hahahah sorry la. eh think on the bright side
*at least im appreciating ur type of songs di

ĴØŇ says (1:04 AM):
*err that's not appreciating
*that's lame

kamen says (1:04 AM):
*where got
*wait la slowlyyy

ĴØŇ says (1:05 AM):
*haih jus agree with me
*u cannot win one

Yeap, that was another failed argument with the (not so) Favourite J. He pm-ed me just to emo me about that. Well, it all started when I constantly complained that he listens to what I call "bising songs". Okay, it's actually Jrock heheh. His songs are like... constantly loud in the car and whenever I attempt to lower the volume, he'll eventually turn it on louder.

So when I randomly tweeted that I'm actually listening to a "bising song", he snapped. Hahaha can't blame him actually. But his songs are quite bising :(

And speaking of which, I was having a conversation with the other favourite simultaneously and somehow, this popped up. I have no idea how we ended up there but yeah, we did.

kamen says (1:36 AM):
*u know whats annoying? i think my period coming. feels like it
*ugh

Yr Highness Flo: says (1:36 AM):
*cheh so -_-
*it comes every month wert

kamen says (1:37 AM):
*but but
*ur coming down kl!!!
*its lk
*buzzkiller

Yr Highness Flo: says (1:38 AM):
*darling i 'm not going to fuck you
*so IT'S OKAY

kamen says (1:38 AM):
*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
*wtf

Wtf indeed. See, when you have lame people like this in your life, it won't be boring :)

But that "APL IS A LOSER SHIT" had been missing in action for quite some time already... it's about time to extort some loser moments from her already. Heheh >:-D

My first kiss went a little like this.

I'm sorry, I have neglected this blog for way too long. I'm seriously too busy lazy to post updates... cuz they're really random ones. Like when I play mahjong, when I party or when I just hang around and do nothing with my bunch of lamo's.

Well, the ass (literally) - okay, Li Hong got home from Melbourne and we finally managed to smuggle her out of home to have lunch with us! She forgot to take out her camera when we were having lunch (before CM had to go back to work) and we played Pictionary with the Smelly's iPad. It was retarded... especially when everyone claimed they have drawing like Picasso's. For example, Jia Xin drew a square (like literally) and Smelly managed to guess it was a fridge. Like wtf?

So after sending CM back to work (and after so many rounds of Pictionary), Li Hong's darling suggested we have desserts. So Food Foundry it was! And they had awesome possum crepe cakes! *drools*

With Jia Xin, also the long time mahjong kaki.

Speaking of that, CM just had a very screwed up theory. She was labeling Jee King as her "mahjong kaki friend". So being the bitch that I am, I told him that it's just a mahjong kaki friend, and not real friend.

So her theory (or rather, hierarchy) went like this:

"First, it's those hi-bye friends. Then it's normal friends. Then only mahjong kaki friends."

So I assume that it's the second highest in the hierarchy immediately below close friends? This is screwed up. I have the weirdest friends ever.

With LipekHong in the middle :D

Oh, and guess which ahjuma is coming down from Penang again tomorrow? At least this time we didn't have to drive all the way up for her heheh :P

Shake me till you wake me from this bad dream.

The story of how I almost died a couple of nights ago:

It all started with the BBQ night on Saturday. Sorry, as you all have already known, my camera screen cracked so this was one of the better shots I managed to find. Mind the two of them behind covering their faces. Oh, and this reminded me of an inside joke that me and CM thought of at the same time.

"It's like when those clubs got raid. Then they catch those people and they appear on tv covering their faces."

HAHAHA joker.

My darlings, all together :)

Awesome awesome night ♥ ♥

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe.

Haha I just find this video funny so I decided to share it here in my blog and have a cheating post.

This song never fails to get me sky high and one I'll never get bored of. Well, the original version of course.

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe?

I guess, there's just some scars and wounds that will never fade through time. Like a shattered glass or a puzzle with a missing piece.

As much as we think that we've gotten better, and as far as we thought we've left the past behind, we're just running away.

Buried those hauntingly sweet memories deep within our heads, unwilling to relive them ever again. Cuz we're afraid.

Afraid of the tears cried, the heart which broke and the pain so enduring you wished you died.

We let go, we move on and we smile. We may even say we've completely forgotten. But really, everyone knows it's a lie we tell to ourselves.

With just the mention of the person's name or the coincidental meeting with that someone.

That's when you realise those feelings still live within you. The hatred, the longing, the regret or the could have been's.

I'm sure everyone would have met a special someone like that, in some phase in their life. Someone who broke our hearts so badly we thought we could never love again.

At least I know a great handful of people who had.

*

No, I'm not getting emotional all over again don't worry (haha). Was facing this blank draft, trying to figure out what to blog about till I thought about a conversation I had with a close friend of mine last night.

That conversation we had made me think for quite a bit. I realised that it wasn't just her. I thought back about myself and the many people around me. The first names which came to my head, most of them went through about the same shit.

Some were betrayed for another, some could not take the distance, and some were... too naive. You name it.

But hey, there wouldn't be another next time. We'll try, at least :)

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's alright because I like the way you lie.

I love the way you lie.

I know a place where the grass is really greener.

This morning (let's consider it morning cuz I was still asleep) I was awoken by my phone. It was a text. Well, I was still in a state of blur and my mind couldn't really register what I was reading cuz I was still half asleep. It was from the Favourite J. (I decided to change the name cuz the Secret Lover isn't exactly secret anymore wtf).

J: You would want to see me for lunch or something cuz I'm too hot in formal. People are looking man.

Me: Bitch. Of all days. I'm not free today. You just woke me up and now I can't sleep back and I don't get to see sleeves. FML. Maybe there's something on your ass that's why people are looking.

J: You're just jealous you don't get to see it. I'm like a walking eye candy man.


I think it takes a lot to be able to take these kinda nonsense on a daily basis, like seriously hahaha. And not forgetting those insults I get daily from him :(

He knows my weird obsession and loves taking advantage of it. I feel so exploited and speaking of which, I have friends who once fooled me saying it was International Sleeves Day and I believed.

T____________________T

So that was how my day started.

Well that's alright because I love the way you lie.

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cuz after all the partying,
The smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness

There comes a time when you fade to the blackness.

黑暗,
往往都隐藏在光明与灿烂之中.