Party Like A Rockstar, Play Like An All Star.

And so it was Daniel's birthday! Celebrated (or rather partied) at Opium, Jaya One. Well, what do you expect when there's a big big crowd, lots of alcohol and a birthday boy? :D

Peanut, the birthday boy.



Peanut and Julz, before they went crazy :P



Everybody loves Joshua.



Pretty Elena, Marc and Joshua



With Angeline <3



Jonny, Angeline and Elena



The dudes, well... part of them hahaha



Suzanna, Marc, Joshua, Jonny, Angeline and Elena

The rest were busy dancing or drinking, so of course we camwhored! Camera died on me towards the end of the night. Oh well, Facebook Facebook :D

Don't ask where the birthday boy was, he was too busy getting drunk :P

Oh, oh! And Kamen loves her hairband :3

Build It Up With Silver And Gold...

Humpty Dumpty did not fall today.

But London Bridge will fall tomorrow, I'm sure of that.



It's almost 12 am. Crap.

Humpty Dumpty Sat On The Wall, Humpty Dumpty...

Shit. He had a great fall.

I'm hungry and I'm freaking out. This reminds me of a Malay proverb we've learnt before during those high school days - telur di atas tanduk. I'm sure it sounded something like that.

Literally it's describing an egg on a horn. Think metaphorically, an egg would fall and crack anytime on top of a pointy horn. I remember using it whenever I had to compose an essay for the exam (Okay, I'm kiasu. I always aimed for an A for that subject so I added in as many peribahasa's as I could into my essay. Don't tell me you weren't like that also). I used it whenever I was describing a situation when someone is on the verge of failing/dying/whatever negative. Yea, think Humpty Dumpty.

Okay, bai. Privity privity privity....

下雨天...

为什么还要这样犯贱?

就那么喜欢吗...?

I hate the rain, I really do.

或许命运就是喜欢这样玩弄人. 多可悲.

很想说...真的很想念.可是, 也算了.

今天的我, 一点也不好过.

もう二度と戻ることなんてない。

It's A Lot To Be Something I'm Not.

Today, I felt so depressed, or rather stressed. I don't know where to start from and they're all messed up. A lil bit here and a lil bit there. How do I put them all together in a piece and make sure it's of good quality? Or at least, good enough to pass the... let's call it QC.

Depressed or not, I still gotta try pulling through. I'm so thankful I have such helpful friends, those who cared and tried so much to help in the already very short time. I think I can even count the hours. I still feel screwed up nevertheless. Too little time. And the heart is already in the party mood. And again, I'd have those friends who would constantly remind me to concentrate and not get distracted. I don't know why, I'm so determined but yet, the heart is never there. Could anyone help me with this?

Thanks Delia (Dahlia!) for the godlike stuffs, thanks Angeline for the erm, we shall call it Independence. And a big big thanks to you who bothered saving this lost sheep (why sheep, I don't know. I always have this impression that sheeps always get lost wtf). I'd be beyond screwed if it wasn't for all these. xx

Okay, break is over.

...And the marathon starts again. Let's hope I do not fall and bruise myself again this time around. Cuz if I do, I won't know how to stand back up anymore.

And please do tell me to concentrate and not loaf around Facebooking if you ever catch me doing that.

Pulling Through.

The woman's back! Had lunch with Flo and Aaron at Chili's over at Mid Valley this afternoon. I left my camera at home, and only managed to take one decent picture with my phone :-((

Yummylicious :-9

I forgot the name though :(

I'm so lazy to blog. And the song is still looping. I don't know why I'm so caught up with it. Days are pretty depressing nowadays, seriously. I can't wait for next week to be over. 16th baby, 16th.

Okay, Chingy just distracted me big time with something rather erm, interesting. Bai. I'm sorry, this update is pretty much a cheating update. Will try my best to catch up again tomorrow, maybe. Chingy's something interesting is pretty...distracting.

At least, you've taught me something.

I love this song, my new favourite.

But I can't seem to download it :((

Edit: I've managed to download it already. Thanks you.

Fell in love with the lyrics when I read it and the song is pretty catchy :-)

もう二度と・・・ by BENI
(Mou Nido To - Never Again (?))

出会って　信じて　好きになり過ぎて
苦しくて　ああ、いつも泣いてた
ただ待ち続けて　さよなら言えなくて
もう二度と・・・　あの日々に帰れない

I met you, trusted you, and fell too deeply in love with you
It hurts so bad, I was always crying
All I can do is to wait, I can never say goodbye
Never again... We can never return to those days anymore.

She has another version sang with a guy, titled もう一度 (Just one more time). Interesting, hmmm.

And on a very very unrelated note, you disappoint me. I don't wish to mention names here and maybe, I really shouldn't bother. Since you never really bothered about what I thought was our friendship.

And you know what? Those who you said you'll never be like, they're all greater than you are.

But it's okay. Today, someone told me something which pretty much made a lot of sense when I was talking to him about it. People change, and things change. And perhaps, you really meant it when you said it that moment. Well, just that it doesn't necessarily mean the same anymore. So right now, it doesn't really matter already on what happened. I'll settle with this, that some friends are just not mine to keep :-)

I really enjoyed those days though, the lame things we used to talk whole night about and how you could read me like a book that it's freaky. Goodbye now :-)

xx

When sorry is an understatement.

I wished so badly that I could do something to make it feel better.

The pang of guilt in my heart...

It's too much to bear. I'll never get through.

I don't wanna wake up to this.

Can I just give up?

...but i really don't want to.

Apparently, there's a trend I shouldn't follow.

Had lunch (kinda) with Chingy today after her PP (Pharmacy Practice) Exam. This paper has driven her crazy (not like she wasn't already). She talks to herself, does math to herself and snips her own hair during 3 am. Eccentric. Due to that, she was in a desperate state to fix her hair. Sigh. Pathetic things we talk about whenever we're together :-x

Oh oh! Today, we were in Chili's having some drinks when the person came and asked if he could check our I/C's due to the age restriction rule thingy (No smoking and drinking for those below the age of 18). Should we be happy that we look young (we ARE young!) or be sad that we look like kids? We even have our license dude. FML.

She seems so happy here.



Haha she'd kill me if I were to post a pic with her face!



Yea, compulsive camwhore :P

Saw this on Kiwiboy's blog post, and decided to steal it. Yea, I cheated. I ran out of things to blog about. Sue me. Well, he did end the post with "What do you like" right :P

It's not exactly a meme, but oh well, I'll just steal the entire template. I'm too lazy.

What I like/love & What makes me smile: (in no particular order)

• I love sleeves, definitely. (Yea, I know it's in no particular order but, they're sleeves! Sleeves enjoy special privilege wtf).
• I love hugs. Those real sincere ones where you get pulled in tightly. (But it's kinda weird when it's girls cuz you know, your boobs kinda get into the way...)
• I like texting the person I like. Yea, who doesn't. Else, I really hate texting or talking on the phone.
  
• I like listening to conversations between kids. It's often hilarious.
• When my Cousin and I get so engaged into a conversation with our grandmother just to find out that she was talking bout a completely different thing. That makes me smile, she's just so cute.
• I like to wake up wrapped up by the special someone next to me, asleep. That expression is priceless, cuz they don't even know you're looking, and they're still holding you tight. Sigh. It's been quite a while since...
  
• I love it when someone pops Chingy's bubble.
• I like it when people think I can't speak/understand Chinese and they start conversing in Chinese in front of me. *smug face*
• It's orgasmic when I suddenly feel that I look as if I lost weight.
• I secretly like to watch people chat online (those that I know la) and they do not know that I'm watching.
  E.g. multiple comments on FB status.
  
• I love it when I'm preparing for the next day's class and someone tells me it's a public holiday (which I did not know of).
• Seeing a guy eat with proper table manners. I don't know why but I'm pretty bothered with how people eat.
• When babies/kids secretly throws something into the trolley when their parents are not looking.
• I like letting people think I don't know something (that they do not want people to know about), when in fact I do.
• I love it when I receive jigsaw puzzles as gifts.
• Sleeves are the best. Shit, did I mention that already?
• I secretly like looking at the sky. (Shut up, this is not weird)

Shit, this is hard. I give up. I'll most prolly end up revealing weird randoms about myself if I continue :x

So what do you like? :D

I don't know why I feel so high, I'm not supposed to.

This is so cute haha



On an unrelated note, Chingy randomly pm-ed me online:

`//¤»Chingy«¤- said (12:29 AM):
u became a sheep ah

.....heart, kamen ❤ said (12:29 AM):
*why so ironic. im uploading a picture of sheep in my blog

`//¤»Chingy«¤- said (12:30 AM):
it's a sign
*i thnk uve gone mad
*i was just thinking of like
*maybe u were a sheep in ur past life

.....heart, kamen ❤ said (12:32 AM):
*wtf why

`//¤»Chingy«¤- said (12:32 AM):
*dono
*it just came to my mind

She's weird. It's confirmed. Must be the PP exam tomorrow. Good luck love. I'll see you tomorrow <3

*

Oh yeah, to you:

Thank you. Be my future barrister okay?
No, you can't charge.

*

And the usual you,



Isn't this beautiful? :-)

不在乎你懂不懂我沉默的守候
想要对一个人温柔
并不需要理由

I'm sorry, I can't be perfect.

I'm giving up.

こんな時に

誰かそばに居るのが凄く欲しかったのに。
言葉を交わさなくてもいい、慰めなくてもいい
ただそばに居るだけで
気分がよくなるかも知れない。

でも
呼ぶ名前が全然出て来なかった。

Silence Is Golden, Sometimes.

Ah, I never knew I could use this again - 不说不代表不懂. Sometimes, things not mentioned never meant that they were never seen or known of. A very, very simple logic.

まぁ、知らない「フリ」をすれば大丈夫だね。
いつもそうしてたから・・・

Finally managed to watch the infamous Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past. Everyone has been telling me about how good it was and all but honestly, I really thought it to be a very typical chick flick. Well, turned out it was a lil bit more than that ;-) The show kinda reminded me of someone I know, somehow, in some ways. It kinda got me emo for a bit when the movie ended and got me thinking back for a short while till the feeling completely went away when we walked into the next movie 15 minutes later - The Proposal.

I know, it's all a bit late but yea... that was another enjoyable movie. Had its funny scenes and a few good laughs. (Psst, I kinda think Chingy would love Ramone wtf.) Oh, and Final Destination 4 kinda sucked. Or maybe I had my expectations held too high :-x

Oh well, I saw this picture on Sharon's blog and decided to steal it and share it here heheh.

This, is actually pretty true you know.

Sigh. I'm dreading Saturday, really.

Cuz I'm The Judge And The Witness, Now Sue Me.

また、「消された」。

いつも、何度でも。　いつも他の女のために消されてしまった。

「大切」や「大事」なんか、全部もバカな話しとは違いないだろうね。

それぐらいならわかる。

彼はむろん、でも君まで？ぜったい彼の様にならないと言ったでしょう？

まぁ、男性は全部大体同じだね。

Hard feelings なんか全然ないけど、ちょっとがっかりしたね。

でも、勉強になったよ。

また 一人バカな男性。

*

Now that is why, I've always told you it's never the same.
Cuz you'd never do this, what the rest did.

And you told me this:
「俺、世界中たった 一人しか居ないだろう。第二の俺が居るのは無理だ。」

Then again,
I shall not judge.

You're not much nicer :P

Ah I've been talking too much that I don't make sense anymore, but it sure feels good. When only so few would know or understand what I'm crapping - or maybe, bitching about. It's time for some sleep, early day tomorrow :-D

and me you.

It's been quite a while since I've felt this way. Till I saw a very random something, which so ironically reminded me of... I don't know, you maybe?

*

One year. 365 days. Many things would have changed, many new friendships would have been established. It's freaky how time pass by so quickly this time. Too quickly actually.

Today, people in class were pretty hyped up about the entrance exam thingy for the preparation classes on Saturday. It was then when it hit me, it's been a year already. So soon huh. A year since I first walked in and gave you the ガキ impression, and a year since I had the noisy gaijin impression of you haha.

I'm sorry, but I'm still amazed by how fast one year passed us by hehe :x

Come to think of it, lots of stuffs have happened. Like, a lot. Ain't a long period of time, but it definitely isn't a short one either. I sometimes wonder, how would things be if everything that happened a year ago never happened? Would it still be the same? Or would I rather have those things never happened. Nah, I'd hate myself if it never happened. Cuz I'd miss out on so much if it didn't :-)

And on another point, in this one year, lots of shit (bad and good shit) have been happening to the people I know, or rather - to those that I'm extremely close to. Skip Flo, the only shit that happens to her is when the Boyfriend doesn't wake up :-/

First, it's you. It's been a year, since that bastard caused you so much pain and sorrow. Screw him. He'll eventually grow fungus. And during this one year, you've found new sarang, just to find that it's another rotten one. With horribly bad eyesight. Yes, we were just bitching about it the entire afternoon today in that pathetic conversation we had. Erm, okay I don't know why it's just so dysfunctional but... yea, it'll eventually work out, somehow... one way or another :-/

Then you. You've been heartbroken and waited long enough, almost a year if I'm not mistaken, for your (half) Jap boy. And finally, you guys mended the broken pieces and decided to start anew. Appreciate this chance you have together, cuz not everyone would have that same chance that you guys did, so cherish it dear. We know you loved him most :-)

And finally, you. Perhaps I can use back the same words to you. Do not screw up this chance again anymore. We were just talking about how fast time pass us by lol. I don't know why, it just pleases me somehow, when people patch things up with their ex's and watch them walk hand in hand again. Sometimes, it really makes me wonder how they do it cuz it all seem so easy :x

Oh, and to make things more depressing, I wasn't this fat 365 days ago! I was at least, decent. I didn't have a face as round as the full moon. I didn't have arms as fat as this. I didn't have to worry if I'd look fat in anything that I could just grab anything and wear it out.

Damn. I swear, this is the most depressing thing in the past one year (okay, not exactly). What did I do to get myself like this. It must be the cheese. Definitely. Bad cheese.

You know what, love? I think the only thing we've got ourselves through the one year, are very dysfunctional relationships and lots of additional fats. Hah, enjoy the cheese in Scotland! I'm sure they have better cheese there than Malaysia! Wahahaha <3


So what happened in your one year?

无论现在几点, 回忆的片段最美

Have been terribly sick for the past few days. Or rather, feeling very unwell. Slept for 34 hours in two days and ate nothing. Something must be terribly wrong cuz firstly, I don't sleep that much usually and it's just not me to not eat, really.

Went to Petrosains (I hate the spelling) with the Cousin last Saturday. Yes, Petrosains. Erm, let's just say we're young at heart :-D

Her new found friend.



A pretty chau tut picture of us. But yea, we didn't have many pics together. It's either me snapping her or her snapping me. Oh well.



Try guessing whether this is me or her.



Cousin: Where you.

Me: Fasterrrr. It's pretty high up here.

Cousin: Where youuuuuu.

We're both acrophobic -_________-

Yeap, that was our day. Lots of random pics and apparently, lots of games amuse her. There were a hell lot of stuffs inside. And yea, we both got freaked out during the ride to enter the place. It was bloody dark and freaky.

Oh, and they give free drinks and curry puffs. Since when were they so generous? Are the elections coming or something? Hmmmm.

Public Notice.

Terribly sick.

Will be back sooner than you think ;-)

Always With Me

Was scrolling around looking for a movie to watch and for some reasons unknown to myself, I made up my mind to watch this.

Spirited Away - 千と千尋の神隠し.

Ya, the one where the girl - Chihiro's parents became pigs and she had to work in the weird place in order to save her parents. And she met Haku there (Yea, the dragon dude). Come to think of it, it was 8 years ago since that movie first came out!

It had always been my all time favourite, and I remember I watched it twice in the cinema and a gazillion times on the VCD (Yea, back in those days it was still the VCD era). I loved the show, so much that I decided to blog about it -____-

Somehow, the ending almost got me crying. It's a pretty meaningful show actually and the plot was awesome. Chihiro and Haku were so cute!

Sigh. If only they came up with a Part II or something. I'd soooo watch it.

Oh, and I love this piano piece (Haha like you people don't already know that I love piano pieces). It's the ending theme for the movie - いつも何度でも (Always With Me)

Sorry for the pretty disturbing picture in the video though. Couldn't find a better one :-x

I know you heard this all before, but we're just hell's dreamers.

- america's suitehearts.

I know, many of you here already know that I'm a Facebook addict - or rather, like how we'd put it nowadays: Facebook whore.

Well, think again :D

7 out of 8 feeds in a day. Who's the whore now? :P

Btw, you look like a dad with the baby here, Mr. Ha. He's so cute! Now nobody can call me a Facebook addict anymore :D

Anyway, on a very unrelated note - I really wanted to post a very disturbing video here to be shared. But I just can't seem to find it on Youtube. Oh well.

Guess I'll share another one then. No, it's not disturbing at all. This got me addicted during my exams period and I started watching all the related videos on Youtube.

It's just amazing :-D

That's when time stops.

Went for dim sum with Flo and Aaron at Jaya Palace Restaurant. Gosh, the dim sum was so good that it was almost orgasmic. Would've ate more if I had a stomach like Flo. She's literally the Eating Machine. Let's just say, she never eats enough.

The best siu yuk (Roasted pork) I've ever had.



Ha kau! Their prawns were so fresh :9



My ultimate love - Siu loong pau.



Their egg tarts were yummylicious. Honestly, I'm a huge fan of egg tarts. Their egg tarts were so soft that it's like it almost melts in your mouth.



Erm, the yam thingy called "Wu kok". Any idea what it's called in English? :-/

This was gooood. I never liked sweet potatoes. But these could definitely be an exception. It's something like a dessert I guess, definitely worth a try.

Oh oh, and their porridge rocks! I'm soooo gonna go back again <3

Meet Saddam. I hate this bitch (Okay, it's a male). It barked even before we entered the house and apparently, it'll run after you to bite you. And it looks like it's constantly frowning.

O hai, Hussein.

Hush Puppy! <3

It's so damn cute and friendly, and not to mention - very very playful. Apparently, it shits a lot too. Poor boy, I don't know why the owner prefers the other mop (Saddam, he looks like a mop) over him. He's a gazilion times cuter than that.

Sigh. I'm gonna miss Flo :-(

Moments Like This Don't Last Long.

Yea I know I haven't been blogging for two days already. (This post is dated 26th, actually it isn't - I cheated). Was pretty busy, let's just say it was just another reason for me to be lazy.

Let's backtrack for a very slight bit. Went to some event at Maison on Tuesday night with Flo and "Melanie" haha okay, inside joke :x

Basically, free flow ended when we reached. Nevertheless, it was still a pretty fun night. More like, a chill out night? Hmmm...

Wuuhuu, we have almost identical tops :D



Flo and I <3



The boys.



:3



With Daniel



Jonny. I hate him. He never looks.



Us :D

And the next day (technically, today) we drove off to the infamous Full House. Apparently, it's a restaurant whose concept was based on the Korean drama "Full House" (if I'm not mistaken) and we've seen so many beautiful pictures taken there. So yea, we decided to give it a try, after many many failed attempts.

Mini Cooper!



Ze menu.



Ze real food.

The interior decoration of the place was pretty pleasant and kinda special. It's also a shop which sells lots of stuff, from clothes to shades to earrings.

Bubble bath?



View from upstairs.



The obligatory vain picture.



Ring ring.



Jack

They had weird things like this outside the place. There was a Mickey & Minnie and also Goofy. Didn't walk around to check the rest out (if there were any other ones). Hopped over to Curve with Flo later on in the evening and had dinner at Bubba Gump. I'm not much of a shrimp person but their shrimps there were hella good! Well, at least the ones I had were good :9

I forgot what this is called. The shrimps look much bigger actually.

Sigh. I wanna try going to Look Out Point (That's another many-failed-attempts story). Heard it's a really beautiful place with a beautiful view of the entire city at night. Hmmm... maybe, one day.

孤单是一种冷, 让我想起我们
回忆这东西
来的时候总是那么狠.