How come we could not weather this storm and just do better?

感情没有对手戏，你跟自己下祺
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你,
你却微笑的离我而去．

Felt like you're having a relationship on your own,
It's like playing a chess game when you're the only player.
I haven't even been able to pen down all my feelings for you,
Yet you've left me with a smile.

这感觉已经不对我最后才了解.
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给,
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪.

The feeling isn't right anymore and I was the last to realise it.
You've cried for me countless times,
And some of the care that I couldn't even give,
Expecting you to understand and take in everything.
It was my fault that I didn't realise
You just needed to have me by your side.

Sensitive or what, this song hits me badly.