Or am I just a roadblock in your way?

do you know how it feels,

to be the last in the priority and it doesn't even feel like one anymore?

do you know how it feels,

to be so sick of excuses you've given up hope?

do you know how it feels,

to be constantly waiting day and night for nothingness?

do you know how it feels,

to be so lonely even though you're with people?

do you know how it feels,

to be giving chances just to be let down again?

do you know how it feels,

to be making an effort and not knowing whether it's worth it or not?

do you know how it feels,

to be having doubts and nobody is there to even hear you out?

so,

could you teach me how to do what you have done?

or be cold like you are?

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由

那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口

那我宁愿对你从没认真过.