Tuesday, March 09, 2010

Take me to New York, I'd like to see L.A.

- you'll be my American boy, American boy.

I think the title of this post rocks haha. Garden City, New York ♥ ♥

I think I need to settle down. I don't know.

You know, when it comes to a point in life when everything is plain screwed up and it just hits you so suddenly that you need to settle down, in every aspect possible. If you ask me what in my life is screwed up, I think I'll most probably reply you "everything" and have no idea what is. The feeling itself is screwed up - the feeling when you know that everything is screwed and yet you don't know what is.

The final assignment is coming, and I have no idea where to start from. Exams are coming in 11 weeks' time and I have barely touched the books. To make it worse, I wake up every morning feeling like P.Diddy (HAHA I find this so lame) thinking hard. No, it's noting productive. I think hard about what to do for the entire day and get home at night. Movies, singing, whatever - you name it.

It just feels... unsettled. And I feel the sudden urge to settle everything down. And of course, I do not know where to start from. Sigh. If only uni life was just about going to classes and no exams were needed. I mean, heck, you can't determine how smart or successful a person is by just those damned exam papers and grades right? This is absurd.

And relationships? Don't even go there. Meh.

I'm always busy, but with what? I don't know. This is such an annoying feeling I'd like to get rid of.

On an unrelated note, yay I'm finally watching Disney on Ice this Friday! I know, I know it's for kids but I've been wanting to go since I was a kid! So I think, it's about time for my dream as a kid to come true - just that it's 10 years later.

Oh, and that's Pei Ling and I :D

Sorry, thought the post was boring and plain with just words so I decided to post a picture of us. Okay, I admit. It was just an excuse to post my own face up the blog :(

1 comment:

Peiling said...

I see my face in ur blog tooo :D