Sunday, August 29, 2010

If I could write you a song and make you fall in love.

想念你的笑, 还有身上的味道.




You may not be his first, his last, or his only. He loved before, he may love again. But if he loves you now, what else matters? He’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if he can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can.

He may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break – his heart. So don’t hurt him, don’t change him, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than he can give.

Smile when he makes you happy, let him know when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there.

- Bob Marley.

Sorry, I changed the "she" to "he". Well, after all, it's more relating if it's a guy right! Heheh.

You're the honey and the moon that lights up my night.

Oh my god, being the nocturnal person that I am, I barely slept last night. Only managed to catch a 2 hours' sleep before I had to wake up early in the morning again to accompany mom to do some stuffs.

Waking up in the morning is pure torture. Come to think of it, it was a wonder how I managed to pull through my Japanese class this afternoon. I think I practically looked like a walking dead. Oh well.

It's just half past twelve and I'm already yawning like mad. Well, I guess it's time to sleep.

Just hold on tight for now,
And don't you ever, ever
let me go.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

I can't tell you something that ain't real.

Running back through the fire when there's nothing left to save.

It's like chasing the very last train when we both know it's too late.

Let me hold you for the last time, it's the last chance to feel again.

Darling, don't give up, not just yet.

Friday, August 27, 2010

Love can touch us for one time and last for a lifetime.

It's 15 minutes to 3 o clock in the morning. And I've just finished watching Titanic for the first time in my life. Yes, I was (note the past tense) one of the so-called "losers" who never watched Titanic. (Yah, I watched Avatar so shut up).

It was one of the longest movies I've watched and not get bored for a single minute. It was roughly about 3 hours long. Man, it was such a sad show. Now I'm having a very uncomfortable feeling in my heart.

You know, like... a very heartbreaking feeling after finishing the show. I'm glad I watched it myself. Jack and Rose, their love was so short, yet so strong. How many could ever do that? How many could be so selfless, loving one another with all they are - even if it meant sacrificing their own lives? It made me think how weak love could be as time grows. It made me question how deep could a person's love ever be.

Including myself.

It makes me sad. And all of a sudden, everything else seemed like it doesn't matter anymore, nothing but love itself. Those stupid arguments, those petty things which mattered, those silly reasons for tearing. I guess, giving up shouldn't be such an easy thing to be said after all.

I think, I should just stick to comedies with stupid lines from now on.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you.

I thought I've forgotten how it felt like to hurt so badly you can't even cry. I thought I've forgotten how it felt like to stare at the sky so helplessly hoping it might change something.

I regret the fact that I let my memory fail me on the taste of pain. For it made me weak all over again. I thought I've learnt my lesson.

But it'll be okay. I've dealt with it once. I'll be able to deal with it all over again.

I need to sing my lungs out. I figured that's the only way. Dancing doesn't work anymore. There's too many people who are not you.

It sucks to be convicted guilty even before trial no matter how you plead - especially when the judge is the person who'd hurt you the easiest.


一碰就痛, 一想就悲


Give our love a chance for one more day.

Stupid excuses.

Honestly, I find them so unreasonable and absurd. So unacceptable.
Can't you understand... and can't I understand?
Everything happening recently, the things I've been told - they're making me start to have doubts.
Thinking twice. Or maybe thrice. Or perhaps more.
Sleeping my days off, only waking up when people get off work. And meeting different people everyday, the momentary distractions. I occupy myself with random shows I find daily just so my mind would be blank.
I thought it would lift my mind off things. I thought it would make me busy.
I question myself, I doubt myself. This has gotta be the worst state I could ever get myself into.
I guess I just care too much sometimes.

Lies I don't even bother clarifying anymore.
Excuses I don't even bother arguing over anymore.
Stories I don't even bother telling anymore.
What's the point or making things so obvious when it's already shown so clearly through actions?
Cuz actions speak louder than words.
Ah, so heartbreaking.

So much happening, so many upsetting news. Too much I had to figure out slowly.
I wished I could tell you how my day went. I wished I could tell you the things troubling me.
I wished we could even have a proper conversation instead of rushed, emotionless ones.
I wished there was really a wish.

It's so pointless to say those words anymore. It's so imbecile to make those efforts anymore.
Cuz too much effort would only kill us gradually - cuz it takes two hands to clap and two to tango.
I think I should give up. Cuz holding on hurts too much.
Giving up would get me what I want, or so I thought. At least it'll relief me from the torment, the questions, the doubts, the depression.
If a cold shoulder is more preferable than a warm heart, then so be it.

I wish, time would gradually make it seem right.

And I wish it could've hurt less.

You have no idea how bad these sleepless nights are, miserably forcing myself to sleep slightly before the sun rises.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

From the first kisses to the very last rose.

From the bottom of my broken heart.

This song is killing me, gradually. Thanks a lot Jia Xin. *sarcasm intended* I would've completely forgotten about the song if it wasn't for you. This song is absolutely beautiful, I'm not kidding. Britney was so sweet and pretty back then :(


我们, 等了那么久
走了很远的路, 各自经历了许多事,
到最后, 我们还是像秋千般,

两年后, 我们还是圆了那时的梦.


Monday, August 23, 2010

If you're feeling like I'm feeling then this is dedicated to you.









I wished life was like a Cluedo game. At least that way, you'd be able to read your opponents' cards - and know who are those who stabs a knife when you're least cautious.

This is disgusting me.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

I told you I loved you, now that's all down the drain.

I wished you could've thought differently of me, really.

What's the point of two when
it can never be better than one for you?

Mon chéri, can we not be like this?
s'il te plait.


孤掌难鸣, 一只手拍不响.


我们, 不要这样了, 可以吗?

Nobody's talking cuz talking just turns into screaming.

How can I understand when
I'm not being told a single thing?

Let me in.

Please, and I'm sorry.

Don't just disappear like this.

A thousand words I had to say,
Yet I remembered none when I had that one chance to.

Dawn is breaking,
But still,
The night seems so excruciatingly long right now.

And sleep seems so far away from me.

Time for a shooting star to appear in the night sky now,
Before morning really comes.

Cuz I could really use a wish right now.

You've never really needed me, didn't you?
I wished you did.

Friday, August 20, 2010



- Endless Story by Yuna Ito

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

And I'm wondering what you're dreaming, wondering if it's me you're seeing.

Recently, I have seen many friends posting this video on Facebook. I'm not usually those who clicks on videos posted on Facebook but seeing that this was a cover done by Yuna Ito of one of my favourite songs, I decided to give it a try.

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing (cover) by Yuna Ito

Pretty nicely done, but thing is, there wasn't much of a difference from the original one by Aerosmith. I guess they were too afraid to change anything in case it'd turn horrible. Of course the best would undoubtedly be by the original singer but well, can't say that her cover was bad either.

Some people may say it's bad or start criticizing. Cuz they simply can't accept covers by singers other than the original, but what I'm trying to say is, it wouldn't hurt to give others a chance right? Do give it a try, it's just 5 minutes after all :)

I love love the lyrics of this song. Beautifully written and very meaningful. But here's something to think about, does love like this even exist in the first place?

Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?

Do you think it would work if I done this to my exam papers too?

Deng. Should have tried finding out what animal my Legal Practice lecturer likes. She was the hardest to please. But I have a feeling she would have written the same comment the teacher did in the picture above too :(

On another note, I have never gotten bored of this song. It's not a spanking new song. But yeah, it's a really nice song. By now, I'm pretty sure majority of the people already knows the lyrics to the song.

總是不安 只好強悍

It's not so easy to find someone whom you can click with
Especially after witnessing all the betrayal
All the insecurities, I could only take it in
Who killed the hopeless romantic in me?

不爱孤单, 一久也习惯

It's not easy to stay in love with just one special person
It might be both bad and good to stay realistic
Not liking the loneliness at all, but I will get used to it
Don't have to worry about anyone anymore
And we no longer have to control one another.


I don't want to have too much emotions,
On a weekend, I'd just like to turn off my phone,
And watch a movie alone with some wine,
Comfortably in my own couch.


It's not so easy to stay in love when
Everyone has their own temper.
When the age of daydreaming has passed,
We'd rather have a stable love than a memorable one.

曾经最掏心, 所以最开心

It's not so easy to catch happiness
That's why everyone is so fascinated about it.
That was when we were the happiest
and gave our everything for love
During the days of innocence.

想念最伤心, 但却最动心的

Missing someone is the most painful
But it is also most touching memory
you can ever have.

I personally like the lyrics a lot. The composer must have been very jaded in life already to be able to write something like this. The disappointment and giving up in this silly thing we call love.

Hope you guys (especially those who hasn't heard it yet) would enjoy it as much as I do. As for those who don't, well... too bad then I guess? :)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

I'm everything I am because you loved me.

I feel so restless recently. Laziness ain't doing me any good. Boo :(

P/S. Dear Mr. who-broke-his-back-recently, hope you're not bedridden anymore and will be back in action soon. Am waiting :)

Hahaha wtf. I LOL-ed when I saw this randomly online hahaha. I never knew a shark's brain was shaped like that! Hahahahahahaha! ROFL.

Oh, by the way, I came across a quote that I quite like a while ago and it was something like this:

Cinderella walked on broken glass.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.
Jasmine married a common thief.
Ariel walked on land for love and life.
Snow White barely escaped a knife.
It was all about blood, sweat, and tears.
Because love means facing your biggest fears.

Surely sounds good huh? But sadly, sometimes that's just not enough. Not enough at all. Hmmm....

Okay, end of cheating post.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Cuz you're amazing just the way you are.

Oh her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining.
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying.
She's so beautiful, and I tell her everyday.

Yeah I know, when I compliment her
She won't believe me
And it's so sad to think she don't see what I see.

But every time she asks me "do I look okay?"
I say:
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Cuz you're amazing just the way you are.

Her nails, her nails I could kiss them all day if she'd let me.
Her laugh, her laugh she hates it but I think it's so sexy.
She's so beautiful and I tell her everyday:

Oh you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for,
Then just stay the same.

So don't even bother asking if you look okay,
You know I say:
When I see your face there's not a thing that I would change.
Cuz you're amazing just the way you are.
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while.
Cuz girl you're amazing just the way you are.

♥ ♥

Woke up at an insanely crazy time for someone on holidays feeling nauseous, looked out and the sky was so greyish that I felt so sick. The weather was emo the entire day. And I feel like puking every hour. I'm starving but I don't feel like eating anything at all.

And this, was the only best thing to lift up my mood today :)

- Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars

Can't you see that you're smothering me?

All this while, I've never liked MOS.
And now, I'm right.
I'll never grow to like that place.
End of story.


太多太多, 可是


得不到的, 你更想要.
消遣过了, 游戏完了,

Thursday, August 12, 2010

All the things I knew right now, if only I knew back then.

Our long awaited Malacca trip!

Fortunately the weather yesterday was just nice. Not too hot (definitely not talking about temperature-wise) and it wasn't raining! What I meant by "not too hot" was that the sun was not glaring crazily down at us.

In the backseat with ChingMun

Why wasn't Jia Xin in the picture? She was busy camwhoring ALONE. Bloody vainpot.

Okay, a badly taken pic of us (after she was done taken vain pics of herself).

Can't blame me, the car was moving and thus the hand shaking!

Okay, a better shot.

Not long later, we reached Malacca. The journey there felt rather short. Or maybe, we were just talking too much haha. And that was how the theory of us three being like minions came out :(

All of us were pretty much starving. So our first stop was definitely FOOD! So we decided to drive to Jonker's Street for the famous chicken rice balls. We ordered roasted chicken, kampung chicken, roasted duck, siu yuk, otak-otak, rice balls and yam rice balls. Seriously, yam rice balls? Wtf. Sorry, I'm not exactly a yam lover.

Our fooooooddddd.

After our replenishing of energy, we went walking around Jonker's since we were there already. Actually, it was my first time walking around that street during the day time cuz for the past few times I've been there, it's during the times when the night market is open.

A rather scary picture hahaha.

Three of us in Jonker's. With the three keh leh feh's at the back.

The guys entered shops after shops and seriously, it felt more like they were shopping instead. Out of nowhere, Sean bought something which got all of us hyped up for a moment. You know, those things that comes in a small miniature tube? Then you squeeze them out, put it on a stick and when you blow, a bubble like balloon-ish thingy comes out?

Gah. It's so hard to explain it in words and as I remember, we never had a name for those things :(

There, those bubble like thingys. ChingMun looks so happy with them.

I doubt the younger people know about this cuz I think the kids nowadays hardly play with fun things like these anymore. Kids nowadays watch Hannah Montana and listen to Justin Bieber. Ugh.

We spent so long playing with that and Ching Mun failing badly in trying to blow one because everything she attempts to blow one, either one of the boys would smash it for her. Poor pepejal *inside joke*

Sei Jee King so tall I had to tip toe.

My victim while waiting for our durian cendol to come.

Ching Mun very happy with her durian cendol.

Then we drove back to Christ Church cuz Smelly said he wanted to look at reptiles. Those horrible shit which once again, scared the life out of me. You know, the huge yellow and white snake, the fatass python and the ugly iguana on the trishaw in front of the church? Yeah, those ugly things.

After that we walked to Menara Taming Sari. And that was how the story of Smelly having a pussy started... Sigh sounds obscene huh? Not.

Us persuading Smelly to the ride.

The boys in the ride going 33 floors upwards.

Jee King acting cool.

Wondering what everyone is looking at downwards??

Yeah, some pussy too small that we can't even see clearly.

A closer look at the pussy.

Yes, it was Aaron. He was the only one who didn't go on the ride for obvious reasons. After coming off the ride, we walked up the multiple staircases to Fort A Famosa.

On the way to the fort.

Spot me trying to seek some attention behind on the left haha.

Us three again :D

Act cute wtf.

Some gay action (look right) and some poser action (look middle).

By then it was already 5 something and we decided to head towards the Maritime Museum but unfortunately (fortunate for Jia Xin), it was closed already.

Failed notice outside the museum

So we decided to hunt for food again! Walked an effing far distance to Tan Kim Hock to buy food home and walked another crazy distance for satay celup.

Lost people.

All of us waiting by Tan Kim Hock while Jia Xin calls her long lost friend to find out where the famous satay celup shop is.

After a loooonnnng walk and complicated directions, we finally reached the shop. Just to find out that it was CLOSED FOR THE DAY. Damn. We gave up, walked to the car and decided to drive searching for satay celup instead.

While searching for satay celup. Pepejal quite cute here.

Finally, we reached another place, also famous for their satay celup's. I forgot the name of the place in English but I know it's called 万里香 in Chinese. It was freaking cheap. Like, RM 0.50 for one stick and some for RM 0.60?? Omfg cheap. We ate so much till we couldn't eat anymore and it only summed up to about RM 10 for each person inclusive of drinks.

And when I said we said so much, I literally meant, a lot.

Try counting the number of sticks and multiply it by 2.

This was just the left side of the tray cuz well, my camera screen cracked so I couldn't really see what I was snapping. So this failed picture of half a tray came out. So imagine this left side of the tray, plus a right side of the tray with equally as many sticks. All just for us girls (and Smelly took a few sticks). We came back with the tray and the guys were all in shock, saying we'll never finish it.

We proved them wrong of course :D

Yeap, so that was roughly how our Malacca trip went. It was ton loads of awesome funnn!! We definitely need another trip somewhere like that again, for sure :)

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

I don't mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain.

I think I should sleep. The remaining hours that I get to sleep. Hmm, the last sentence sounded weird, as in, grammatically wrong. Oh well.

An early morning tomorrow. Oh speaking of which, Jia Xin and I were literally mindfucked to a very critical extent this evening. Our initial plan was to meet up with Ching Mun at Telawi for Tutti Frutti after our movie and dinner. Wait, before we move on, I think I need to rewind the story for a bit.

Right before our movie, Jia Xin was mentioning to me that today is the first day of the seventh month in the Chinese lunar calendar. (According to the lunar calendar, the seventh month is also known as the Ghost Festival where Hell's gates are open and the ghosts roam around the human world.) And this reminded me of what I read on my younger cousin's Facebook page when I was stalking looking around. Apparently, this year's festival is the "darkest" one in 60 years. As in, there would be more ghosts wandering around here and there? I have no idea but I think that's about it.

But yeah, it was enough to mindfuck the both of us already. So after our movie and during dinner, I randomly received a text from Smelly. He knew we were about to head to Bangsar and his text went about like this:

Usually you see people praying around Telawi along the roads, cuz it's like, the central for ghost area or something........

Hailat. Double the mindfucking. Cuz I suddenly remembered Ching Mun's post about how her maid told her that she could see "them" sucking food. Wtf. But yeah, we ended up canceling on her. And none of us dared to call her to tell her about us not going over anymore (plus the crappy reason why we're canceling on her...) AND we were convincing one another that she "will not be done with dinner yet anyway" when it was already 10.30pm.

Later on he told us that he was "just kidding" but oh well, the damage had been done. We usually aren't very superstitious people but well, as the saying goes: Better safe than sorry. So yeah, we'd take any steps of prevention, JUST IN CASE.

Yes, we're chickens like that. Sue us. T_______________________T


Sigh, got to sleep already. Long day tomorrow (technically today since it's past midnight). Good night peeps.


Tuesday, August 10, 2010

You seem like the type to love em and leave em and disappear right after the song.

I have an impostor! Like, for real. And I'm not liking a single bit of it.

This, is the impostor's profile page on Facebook.

Bad enough to use my exact full name, the impostor decided to steal my picture AND use it as her/his display picture too. FML.

Just in case you people are wondering, this is my real profile page.

The real deal.

It's annoying the shit out of me and Facebook is doing nothing about it. How come they can close down Yagami-chan's page in 24 hours' time and not this!! Oh my god.

(If you do not know who Yagami-chan is and is very curious as to who she is, kindly Google. Good luck.)

And these are a few of the many comments from my very optimistic friends.


How nice of them to convince me into thinking on the bright side. And well, apparently some prefer the impostor. (Refer to Ching Mun's and Oscar's comments) FML x2

And when I told the Favourite J about this:

Me: Eh, I got impostorrr!!! T_____________T

J: Ya, I know. I saw.

Me: So annoying! How la.

J: You made the account yourself one is it? To convince yourself and make people think that there's someone out there who wants to impersonate you.

FML x3

So yeah, if any of you happen to fumble upon this page and is feeling kind, please do help me report the profile to Facebook. Appreciate it a lot. Thanksss :)

Speaking of the Favourite J, he's been such a bitch recently. He's been calling me just to laugh at me being stuck studying at home while he's partying his ass off every night for the past week. You watch out. This week, I'm back on the streak.

On another note, Malacca tomorrow! Hope it'll be a sunny day tomorrow! Stay tuned :)

Monday, August 09, 2010

We were both young when I first saw you.

"It is said that true friends can go for long periods of time without speaking and never question your friendship. This type of friends pick up again as though they just spoke yesterday, regardless of how long it's been, how far away they live and they don't hold grudges. They understand that life is busy but that you'll always, love them."

Beautiful, beautiful quote. Cuz I have a handful of them right here with me :)

If I could write you a song to make you fall in love.

Actually, I am in a desperate need to go on a vacation. Even a two or three days one would do. Somewhere out of town. Away from this, that and everything else. Sometimes, I'm so sick of city life, with the same daily routines, the same little things bothering me every once in a while.

I just need to be away for a few days, away from those things bothering me and just, live the way I want to without anyone or anything in the way. Without any constraints, with just the people whose company I enjoy so much. And definitely an insane night of fun. Does not necessarily have to be a party, but yeah, there's nothing some booze won't do ;-)

Anywhere out of KL would do. Preferably the beach? Okay, beggars can't be choosers. Anywhere, really.

And one day, I'll make sure I get to a place like this :)


Saturday, August 07, 2010

Cuz tonight will be the night that I will fall for you all over again.

Searching, looking and running an endless path.
But the scenery, they're stationary.
So have I been running on the same spot where I've started?
Searching for what, I don't know.

It's like we're seeking different things, finally splitting ways.
Like the repulsion force between magnets,
Pushing one another away.
Could it be that we're sick of the explanations,
Fed up of the compromise and,
Grown out of the attraction?

Perhaps it's a phase,
A phase where we start thinking and realising that,
We don't need one another after all.

Cuz that's not how it should be.

If only you would've told me that there was no other like me,
If only you would've whispered sweet nothings to me, for once - just once.
If only you would've made me your world, for a day.
If only - just like those it could have been's,
Always the saddest words of tongue and pen.

I think, I've picked up my ability again,
The one I've abandoned some time ago,
Making myself vulnerable all over again.
Now that it's back, I hope it stays.
And grows strong within me.
So I would be bothered about nobody, and nothing else
But the fun I have each moment.

Cuz I burnt every bridge I ever built when you were here.

任性, 我行我素.
孤独也好, 自私也好,
现在, 真羡慕以前的自己.

原来, 那也是一种自在.

如果还能那样, 那该有多好.

Friday, August 06, 2010

I dream of ways to see you, I could fantasize about you.

Ah, it's those days again.

And the countdown begins.

On a side note, Malacca can rain all it wants on Tuesday. Just please don't rain on Wednesday.

Thursday, August 05, 2010

So take a dirty picture for me, take a dirty picture.

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday,
Friday and Saturday,
Saturday and Sunday,
You know what we say,

Party everyday.

Imma start the streak, again.

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

I'm sick of all the insincere, so I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

Our Genting trip! All of us were so worried that we won't be able to wake up early morning that day. And well, we kinda erm, called each other up to make sure we weren't the only ones wearing sport shoes haha. (Sorry, we hardly wear them and it really does feel weird wearing them).

Our theory went something like this: We insisted on wearing shorts, so our legs would definitely be exposed to the cold. So we couldn't bear wearing sandals, we had to at least keep our toes warm. Lame, but yeah.

But it failed. Our (CM's and mine) toes were completely soaked after we went on this ride.

Apparently we were like two pink caterpillars wtf.

We were busy ducking from the splash, but little did we know that when the log thing tilted, the water accumulated inside it flooded our feet big time.

Waited for 45 minutes just for this ride due to some inconsiderate idiots who never thought for their own safety, ugh.

Oh, before we left for Genting and while waiting for our bus schedule (yes we decided to take the bus cuz I initially wanted to take the cable car) - wait, speaking of cable cars... Sigh. That was another failed story of mine. Yes, while waiting, we decided to grab some food and play what we always did best for the past few days/weeks.

See that scheming face of CM's?

Yeah, it was Monopoly Deal. The new game (relatively) which we all got addicted to.

My awesome hands.

You see that? Only one more effing card and I would have won the game. CM and I had a Deal Breaker each (there are only two in a deck. It's a card you use to steal your opponent's full set to complete your own set of cards), and we were both ALMOST winning. Or rather, we were just waiting for our turn to come so we could game. Till that bloody ccb bitch Smelly won without any power cards. Tantrum shit.

Us waiting in line for the Pirate Ship.

I so remember the crying girl hahaha! And Jia Xin you bitch. Your bag almost got all of us killed. I'll remember that for life.

While the two losers were waiting in line for their roller coaster ride.

Waited for half an hour and just a 30 seconds ride. Tsk tsk. Seriously, why is it still so crowded despite it being a freaking Monday?? Don't people have to work and go to school? Deng.

Oh yeah, my failed stories. My raison d'être (reason for being) for actually going all the way to Genting was completely defied. Firstly, I left KL, very looking forward to my cable car ride there. To my horror, the bus driver drove us all the way up and I later found out that the cable car was closed. Like, effing closed. Homaigod.

Then as we entered the theme park, there was a big fat sign saying that the swing ride was closed for the day. You know, the one which spins you around in a swing and goes crazy high just after the entrance? Yeah, that. So, what now? Only the carousel is available?? Sigh, why oh why must Genting do this to me?

Oh well, let's hope the satay celup shops won't decide to go on a holiday and the sky doesn't decide to rain while I'm walking around in Jonkers' Street next week in Malacca. Touchwood.

Sunday, August 01, 2010

Cuz I like you just the way you are.

I've been living my days with dread, denial and despair for the past few days. Dread cuz I'm dreading the following few days in the week, denial cuz I'm still refusing to enter my study mode and despair cuz I can only see a dark week ahead, like literally pitch black - metaphorically speaking.

I'm pretty sure that I'm not. Hello, you can't really blame me right? It's still the holidays goddamnit!

You see, it doesn't really bother me whether minority right's are protected or not, I don't really care what the directors' duties are and really, ultra vires or not - I'm not interested.

Yeah, something like that.

And the worst? This has been happening for the past few attempts of me studying, and I have a feeling it'll last through the week.