Thursday, October 01, 2009

Ah, so many colours in a day.

It's too messed up inside that I don't know where to start from.

慢慢失忆, 所有和你的事情必须忘记
我也不想被你肯定, 在这个时候


算了. 要怪就怪命运总是喜欢捉弄人吧.


Went treasure hunting for the past few days, or rather since weeks ago. This was harder to find. Eventually managed to after lots and lots of walking around in every place possible. Ironically, the feeling is so different from the previous time. I still remember, the first time, it was full of funny funny little feelings with butterflies in my stomach. And this time, it's much calmer, but not better. Definitely not.

After I have finally found it, sad things just have to happen. Everyone seems to be against it. I really don't know. I don't know at all.

It's really something I wanna do. It isn't worth it at all, so they say. I know. I'd know better than anyone else. But does it really matter? I'm not bothered at all whether it is worth it or not. As long as I think it is, then why not?

Stupid, you call it? I really don't care.

I don't get it. Why is everybody still stopping me? I'm running out of time already.


And on an unrelated note, I'm pretty happy today cuz I found out that I didn't really lose a friend after all. Sometimes, it's best to talk things over I suppose. Doesn't matter whatever reason it was, really. As long as it isn't the worst one I could possibly think of. That's something worth being happy about ;-)

I guess I owe you an apology too :-)


1 comment:

Peiling said...

yo i think i got some of this post.hehehhee