we were the superstars!

yes, we were superstars. self-proclaimed ones. (cannot dream wan meh...)

it was MY first time working, since someone claimed that she SELL CHOCOLATES BEFORE....so second time working lor.

This, is seriously the coolest job ever. like, really cool, cool.

Venue: Philharmoic Orchestra, KLCC

surprisingly, it was relatively easy to find. Both of us thought it was a separate buiding somewhere in KLCC since it's so big.

Ok, back to job description. It was some backstage work for some Japanese Jazz Concert. We started work at 12pm and ended work at 10.30 pm.

Basically, we just sat there and stoned for 3/4 of the time. Yes, we were paid to just stone there leh! Jealous? (i know you are...)

We only had to make that the coffee pot is always full. When it gets empty, we have to wash the pot and put more coffee! And when the snacks are finished (basically we were the ones who finished it) , we just add more snacks on the plate. Then, we had to buy them food too.

Quote cm: I don't even know why they hire us.


Work 1: Buy lunch for the crew, and so we did. We did a good job leh. :D

most expensive chap fan (economy rice) we've ever bought.

Talking bout chap fan, this stall is crap. We decided to have dinner there too cuz the chicken looked quite tempting when we looked through. Then i spotted some chicken so i asked the woman "ini bila punya?" Obviously I meant when was it cooked right? Ma der, that lady go say "hari ini punya." wtf. Of course la, telling me my mother is a woman now meh...

And it was freaking expensive. Each of us just took 2 types of chickens, and it was 7 sumthing each! 666

After returning from buying lunch, we resumed our stoning session.

CM: *eyes the BOSS wiping the table* wtf. why is she doing our work??

ahaha, we were desperate for work.

then when nobody was there, we smuggled this from the table (ok la, we were allowed to eat but just pai seh)

then came Work 2.

Work 2: Buy fruits to accompany the food during dinner time.

This time we smart leh. We took our own sweet time. Walked past Sun Moulin, took a peep. And we were gg-fied.

yeap, you guessed it. We sat down and ate these beauties.

Cream puff for CM and Strawberry tart for me =3

We didn't forget our fruits! So after returning, we continued stoning. Finally, really finally, the coffee finished! Then we had to wash the coffee pot.

That was when we discovered....the dai ming seng room! (Superstar room). It isn't a random name. It resembled a hotel room and further inside, there's this humongus dressing table with light bulbs all over it. Neh, those dressing tables that singers use during the Marilyn Monroe days.

Being us, of course we took pictures.

CM washing the cups.

me wiping the pot.

Ching Mun loves the coffee pot a lot.

and somehow, we ended up dong the lala pose in front of the mirror. -___-

Then! We put too much water until all the coffee in the brewer came gushing out! So, we had more work.

CM and her cloth.

Then we went adventuring.

some control thing

space in between backstage and the dai ming seng room.

now you see her

now you don't!

after that only we found out the stupid space got CCTV wan lor!

T____________T

the corridor.

somehow the door knob is too high up XD

then we made up some lame toilet excuse and went out to buy magazine.

CM: eh, you go toilet so long wan a? Diarrhea for half an hour di!

LOL.

picture of us err...working.

CM's favourite salty biscuits. DAMN GAY MAN. lame stuff happened in relation to the salty biscuits XD

then we got so bored, we decided to go back into the dai ming seng room to arrange the fruits.

Before.

After.

Spot which fruit is missing.

Answer: Dragonfruit.

Reason: It all went into Ching's stomach.

ok lar, i ate ONE grape and ONE kiwi also. oh yea, and we ate rambutans too :D:D

our sexy legs.

rehearsing

my temporary pass.

in the toilet.

can't blame us, the toilet had too many mirrors.

then at 8.30, they told us we could enter the orchestra hall and watch the concert!

the design of the hall was pretty cool and there were boxes in each floor. You see the side of the wall? There'll all seats too. The rules inside were really strict. We can only enter when the emcee starts talking again and phones are not allowed.

There was this guy behind us who makes sure no one uses the phone and opens the door. He fell asleep when the music was on. The second the music stopped, HE WAS THE FIRST TO STAND UP AND CLAP!

bravo.

the concert was okay..the saxophone guy played until we felt he would get out of breath anytime! The piano guy played until his hands moved so fast. Then there was the cello guy, who only had his solo towards the end.

CM: now we know how the cello sound like.

me: yea lor, all the way not keh leh feh liddat.

CM: this time not so keh leh feh di.

how KLCC looks like when almost all shops are closed.

...and that was our day. honestly, the pictures posted here are like just half of the pictures we took that day.

Ching Mun was so worried they won't pay us cuz our job was seriously too easy.

CM: eh will they pay us a not wan? If not i steal their pot and all the Nescafe home leh!

and at the same time, we came upon a conclusion which can be used as further referrence for you people out there.

Question: which way of cooling superhot coffee is faster? putting it in the fridge or stirring?

Answer: STIRRING.

yes, we atempted to put our cups of coffee into the fridge cuz it was too hot.

-__________________-

our quote: insignificant existency of superstars.

if there was really an if.

found this quote randomly as i was flipping through a book, and thought of sharing with everyone here. I really like its meaning...

If I was the rain that joins the sky and earth that otherwise,

would never touch,

could I join two hearts as well?

sweet, ain't it? awh, brings me into a *insert mood here when you listen to Right Here Waiting* mood. :)

There's also another one, but this is translated from Japanese though:

I'm not waiting for anyone,

I'm just waiting for you to find me here.

sweet.

silver november.

don't ask me what the title means. I really don't know. Since young, November has always given me the impression that it's silver.


Months got colour wan meh?


I thought only moths do. Ok, this is lame.


Maybe cuz November is like the beginning of Winter or something like that? Maybe. *shrugs* It's the first day of November yo! Days seriously pass very fast. How long has it been since I've finally finished my SPM in Form 5 and entering college?


I used to think that college was such a whoa! kinda thing when I was still a kid. (I'm sure you did too, so don't laugh.) Maybe cuz of those ang-moh books where all those bimbos teenagers look forward into their college life and it's like, uber cool. (well, it felt that way that time.)


Neh, last time almost every girl in school reads Sweet Valley. Come to think of it, the girls in the story were quite - bimbotic. I feel so old. Those were the days when we still talked about Sweet Valley. Kids now will be like - huh? What's that? We only know High School Musical and Hannah Montana.


So then, we ended Secondary and started college. It wasn't as cool as how i imagined it 10 years ago. Then, you start to think: Awh, those secondary days were good. Weird, isn't it?


Okay, back to the topic. It's November now. Let me tell you a secret...............


the princess' birthday is just around the corner :)


Sigh. Why is it so troublesome when you want to lock your blog?? You have to type in people's e-mail addresses one by one. Is there a way where I can just click their names or something like how they tag people on Facebook?? This is so troublesome.


By the way, does anyone know where the Philharmonic Orchestra is? Got you thinking there ain't it? Despite all the times we've been to KLCC, we don't have any idea where the Philharmonic Orchestra is. Pfft.


Lee Ching Mun, don't be late tomorrow! lol.


We were told not to wear jeans, t-shirts or sandals. In other words - formal wear.


But...But, most of my clothings are like jeans, shorts, tees and....just not formal wear.

T___________________T

how?

Oh yea, Happy Belated Halloween folks! much love ❤

despicable.

This is very irritating. It's making me so irritated and annoyed till the extent that I've decided to lock my blog and only allow my friends to read my blog.

Reason?

Apparently, my dad has been very updated with whatever his daughter has been doing. I think some people are just so worried about me and they-care-so-much that they have to tell my dad everysingle detail about my life. Thanks, but no thank you. For your information, my dad knows perfectly well about me and whatever that is going around me. So, I don't need anyone to kepo things to him anymore.

However, this act is a very despicable act which annoys the shit out of people. You want to read, you're welcome. But must open mouth big big tell around wan meh?

It's not the first time you know. The first time you did it, I kept quiet. I thought you wouldn't do it anymore. Mana tau, you're really that kepo. Really. Its' enough lor. I'm locking it to avoid you doing it again anymore.

Maybe you know who you are, or maybe you don't. It doesn't matter, really. Ignorance is bliss. I'd rather you not know and just take it that I'm locking this blog because some other people did what you did. You'd be happier that way. :)

Appreciate this. This is going to be the last post you're gonna see in my blog before i lock it. I'm posting this specially for you too, dear.

Good-bye.

a song for my sad friends.

people around me has been sad recently.

one has been crying her eyeballs out and one has became a drinking mama addicted to Desperate Housewives.

a song for the sad ones. cheers.

或许我不再出现爱才值得你怀念

你也不想见见了也不变

你痛苦转身的局面

或许我放的坚决你才允许让回忆浮现

是苦还是甜想起我的脸

希望不是眼泪的咸

我只好离你远远却已伤害你偏偏

我不配你的美竟把你爱得狼狈

可是我离你越远你越近靠在我眼前

已不见你幸福爱我的脸

还欠你太多誓言我已没资格实践

为我紧紧贴着你的从前

而现在的我

只好离你远远却已伤害你偏偏

我不配你的美竟把你爱得狼狈

可是我离你越远你越近靠在我眼前

已不见你幸福爱我的脸

Maybe if I don't show up again, our love would be worth remembering

You wouldn't want to see me, seeing also wouldn't change

Your hurtful face when you turned away.

Maybe if I let go firmly, you'll be able to face the memories

When you remember my face, will it be bitter or sweet?

Hope it's not the salty taste of tears.

I can only leave you far, far away

But yet, it still hurts you more

I do not deserve your beauty, my love only made you devastated

But the further away I am, the closer you are in my eyes

I've lost your happy face that once loved me.

The promises that I owed you, I can no longer fulfill

Our past is still clinging onto me

Yet all I can do now is to

leave you far, far away
But yet, it still hurt you more
I do not deserve your beauty, my love only made you devastated
But the further away I am, the closer you are in my eyes
I've lost your happy face that once loved me.

smile peeps :)

silhouette.

- Easy it is to hurt someone who loves us,
Difficult it is to heal the wound….. –

- Easy is to promise something to someone,
Difficult it is to fulfill that promise. –

- Easy it is to say we love,
Difficult it is to show it every day. –

- Easy is to weep for a lost love,
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it. –

- Easy is to admire a full moon,
Difficult is to see the other side. –

- Easy is to make mistakes,
Difficult is to learn from them. –

- Easy is to receive,
Difficult is to give. –

- Easy is to break a lover’s heart,
Difficult is to mend it back. -

- Easy is to keep love with words,
Difficult is to keep it with meanings. –

had you ever missed someone so badly that it hurts you inside...?

had you ever thought through the past and thought if things weren't like that, how would it be...?

had you ever wished to forget everything just to realise how important those memories were to you...?

had you ever wanted to climb up the rooftop just to feel closer to the stars and the moon...?

*the stars will fade and the moon will disappear behind the clouds, what about you?

一人ぼっちになった私に、　何が残る....?

perhaps, it's really just the teddy that i've got.

as the title goes.

就这样, 两个月过去了

还以为真的能这样放下

在一起时总觉得哪里不对

分开了,还是觉得有哪里不对.

你,都已经把全部放下了吗?

刚才看到某些东西,让我觉得很介意

可是, 现在的我还有什么权利去想?

身边的朋友她们每个都很开心

不只是朋友,在街上看到恋人也觉得他们真的很开心

一直觉得爱情, 真的没什么大不了了

或许心里还是想跟她们一样,

开开心心的牵着手,逛街, 吵架

只是我知道这些事情根本就不可能发生在我身上

她们总是说她们的恋请也是有问题, 不愉快

至少她们还有彼此.

哪,你呢?

放下我, 放下过去

依然很开心的跟朋友出去吗?

闲下来的时候, 还会想起我吗?

偶尔也有没有想过

如果我们没有这样, 那该有多好?

心情真的很糟.

所有人都以为我没事, 没有丝毫难过

甚至连我自己都想这么以为.

很讽刺.

很怀念我门的过去,

我不舒服你在家里陪我的时候, 不开心的时候, 开心的时候, 讨厌你的时候, 生气你的时候

全部全部, 都有着你.

还记得我最喜欢你笑着的脸吗?

曾经有想过要挽回一切

可是,到最后还是没有这么做.

因为我知道就算在一起,我们也不会开心

可能就是因为这样,我们才选择放弃.

也许你也是这么想吧?

或许现在还是会痛, 也还是会想念你

可是有一天,我一定能随着时间的过去把你放下

只是现在的我, 真的很想念你,

笨笨的讨厌鬼.

*there are times that you'll really wished you had a teddy with you.

when will the rainy season end?

rain, rain, go away.

come again another day...

it's raining everyday in the afternoon.

the sky becomes gloomier than ever.

i think the Sun is emo that's why don't want come out.

i really hate rainy days.

heels don't heal.

Before starting on anything,

SCALING FAILED!!

THE DOCTOR WAS TOO FULL WITH OTHER APPOINTMENTS THAT I HAD TO MAKE ANOTHER APPOINTMENT NEXT WEEK!!

ok, end of good news.

went to pyramid today with my mum and once again, i spotted another baby.

another proud 3-inches!

as this goes on, i think my legs won't last long. Not in the sense that it's going to break or anything but there's this problem.

It's not good to wear high heels all the time. Apparently, this problem will occur - your leg will become kinda disfigured (not in the alien-ish way of course) in a way that when it gets to a certain stage, you need to undergo some operation and you need to sit on a wheelchair for a few months.

There's this simple way to test whether your leg is entering Stage 1 of the mutation disfiguration.

Step 1: Get a ruler. Any ruler. Length does not mattter.

Step 2: Stand straight on both legs and try putting the ruler through the middle of your leg. (neh, the curvy part of your leg)

Something like this:

If it gets through:

Congrats! You've officially entered Stage 1.

If it doesn't:

Good for you. Wear more heels and work harder. You'll soon succeed. :)

If you're wondering what stage i'm in...........................

yeah, i've entered Stage 1. har har

it entered so easily as if the space was made just for the ruler to go through liddat!

Here's a picture of my halfly disfigured leg:

Great, I have curvy legs.

Until some time, I actually thought that curvy legs are actually a normal thing. I even laughed at my mum saying her leg was alienic due to the fact that it was not curvy.

Mum: eh, why your leg so weird wan?

Me: where got?? like this only normal. your leg weird la. where got people leg not curvy wan? all also curvy wan wat. your one like alien.

Mum: no wor, i read in newspaper they say curvy legs are not good. They say cuz wear too much high heels. You get a ruler go test and see *explains bout the testing process*

Me: *after testing* .............................

T______________T

so it wasn't a normal thing after all.

anyone, join me?

kamen is...

going for scaling tomorrow morning.

there goes the drilling...

i have a strong feeling i'll chicken out last minute tomorrow morning.

T__________________T

i really dread it.

creamy day.

off to klcc today to collect my beloved book

teehee. another new addition to my beloved. asked my friend to help me buy when she went Japan. was waaaaaitinnnng for her to come back and when she came back

"they say no more stock. by the time stock arrives, i'm back in Malaysia already. sorry ah."

T_______T

and thus, the price here is twice the price in Japan. 666

walked past Sun Moulin, and this beautiful thing caught my eyes.

Strawberry Cream Choux.

it was too beautiful that I couldn't stop myself from not trying it. despite all the calories

Warning: poser pictures ahead.

tell me, can anyone bear not trying them??
i think it's the strawberries' fault la.

finally, i managed to find my desired shades. :)

all the cream oozing out and my sexy legs. Seriously, it was really, really, really creamy. In fact, they were creamier than Beard Papa's cream puffs. Beard Papa's price so expensive and the size of the creams puffs are so small somemore! this one so big and very reasonably priced.

i swear, i'm not going to lay my hands on any cream puffs in anytime soon.

really filling and creamy - whether or not you're a cream puff lover, make sure u try it when u make your next trip to KLCC - you won't regret.

my last Halloween.

as the title goes, it's going to be my last Halloween - probably.

finally, i'm getting braces - maybe.

so i think i'll look something like this for two years:

was chatting to Jia Xin about all these braces business, and we came up with one sad but true conclusion.

Do Not Trust Dentists

no la, not in the sense in don't trust them in fixing your ugly teeth. but just that we can't seem to trust what they say!


most of the time, they'll tell you (normally before injections) "don't be afraid, it won't hurt at all. just like an ant bite."


yea rite. everything also ant bite. teeth injection ant bite, vaccination also ant bite, everything ant bite. so next time give birth that time also the doctor will tell you - chill. don't worry. it'll be alright. it's just like an ant bite.



woa, quite a big ant lor liddat!!



okay, back to my do-not-trust-dentists theory. apparently before getting my braces, i have to do some scaling process due to some problem in my gums.


The doctor said its just like some vibration on your teeth.


vibration like how?? so most probably i think it'll be like some so-called vibration drilling in my gums and all the blood will be gushing out.


i think i'll faint before anything starts. Is it possible if the doctor gives some sort of anaesthetic which will make me unconscious and by the time i'm conscious, everything is done and voila! braces all done.


quite impossible.


and thus, this shall be my last Halloween. (in the assumption if i have enough guts to proceed to the dentistry)

B.E.C.A.U.S.E

Halloween --> Vampires --> Me


so i can't go around at night searching for blood to suck di lor. can only drink juice now.


Conclusion: my last Halloween.

this is so sad.

pictures say a thousand words.

not that i'm sad or anything. just feel as if something is missing. but i don't know what it is. everything feels so pointless now.

they're all happily in their relationships. but, i just don't feel anything. i wonder why.

they say they're surprised hearing me saying this. love had once been everything. but now, everything has become nothing.

perhaps, the heart is just missing.

battle of the innocence.

*li hong* says:

heyy

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

wats wit the innocent picture

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

pian ren wan
(fake)

*li hong* says:

lol dun be jealous la

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

nah

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

i got oso --->

*li hong* says:

haha urs lagi pian ren

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

no la hahaha

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

mine is zhen de
(real)

*li hong* says:

lol u ask and see

thus, the battle began.
the following are the pictures mentioned above:

ok la, since the picture so small, i put the picture first.

:D

i'm sorry that the picture is so small. No choice wannn!!

not that i'm evil purposely put so small you know! this was what happened:

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

eh send me ur picture

*li hong* says:

for what

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

i want laa

*li hong* says:

nuh-uhh. kamen ask for picture, sure nothing good wan.

✭.....heart, kamen ❤ says:

i wun draw misai wan so don't worry. if draw oso i draw on myself too.

oh well. still failed to convince her. so i could only resort to stealing her display pic in the convo.
i can stretch it though, but later she say she got camel eyes again (hahaha inside joke)

what do you think?

the unknown bit of me.

another new addition to my very beloved collection! Don't worry, this time it isn't heels (although they're beloved too). But as the title goes, this exposes shall reveal the unknown bit of me.


TADAAA!!

my Saiyuki books.

surprised??
never knew i had such a liking leh.

:)

really really love it. Get me anything bout it, i'll love you to bits. or maybe pieces too.
Got these 5 books as an early birthday present

:) :) :)

ceh. just some normal comic books.

Do Not Think That Way.
it's not those RM 4 comic books that can buy in mamak stall leh!

its RM40 for one because they're originally in Japanese.
sorry, not trying to brag bout the price or anything. just don't want my very-the-beloved to be degraded till those RM4 translated comics which are also translated in a weird way.


i'm happy and contented.


yes, kamen likes to read Japanese comics too. now you know.

addition.

i've been searching high and low, everywhere for you. and alas, i've found you - my beloved.

TADAA!

Vincci sucks now. they don't stock in new heels. that's so sad.

everytime i enter a shopping mall, i'll be zooming for Vincci, but end up being miserable.

it's the SAME SHOES I SEE EVERYTIME!

then finally, i spotted this in another shop. my beloved.

i am now satisfied.

but the problem is, the heels are too high. i don't even know where to wear them to.

a proud 3-inches.

:)

i think my legs will break after walking half an hour.
still, who cares?

- i've found my beloved.

.....heart, kamen

gloomy rainy day.

it's raining outside. and i'm in starbucks with my new girlfriend - caramel macchiato.

=)

gloomy gloomy day.

perhaps its because of the weather, everyone around me looks gloomy here. or maybe cuz mostly all of them are facing their own laptops. however this time, i'm smart. i brought along a jacket.

Reason: my fingers were all stiff and numb after chatting with chingy that day due to the cold.

smart, no?

my fingers are very warm now :)

how can some people still order ice blended drinks despite the coldness. honestly speaking, i'm very afraid of the cold. i'd rather you put me in a hot place rather than a cold, cold, cold place. i think i'll die.

most people i know would very much prefer the cold compared to the heat. really makes me wonder. i think xin will understand. can always remember her face cuddling in her jumper in class everyday hahaha.

those were the days.

recap.

hello blog.

i have to admit, i've been neglecting you for ages. and if you were a real existing thing, i think you would've been covered by thick, thick dust.


updates updates. let's see. i'll be starting classes! (finallly) i'll be joining the January intake in HELP. finally, i'll be moving my ass and start my studying days again. sometimes, i really wonder how those rich tai tais spend their days doing nothing. perhaps just stay at home watch all those dramas, then play mah jong or go salon together.


based on my 4 months experience, seriously, you'll get bored.


my dad comes home everyday seeing me being a couch potato. seriously, there's not a single tvb show that i've missed lately that i feel so bored. it's about time to reunion with my long lost darlings in HELP. but i think two will be leaving by the time i start.

sim li hong and xy. betrayers


enough bout starting classes.

i've finally gotten a new phone!

Nokia 7610 Supernova.

the screen is a mirror when it is in standby mode! squeals.

Dad: you look damn dumb staring into your phone. where got ppl look into phone in that way. ur staring at it in such a weird way that ppl will think you're retarded.

me: its a mirror la please.

Dad: you wearing a banner around you saying ur phone is a mirror izzit.

T______T

so now i feel very paranoid when i stare into the screen which is actually a mirror.

it's been so long since i've camwhored that i've lost my touch. finally, i picture which i've managed to take without looking weird.

cheers.

.....heart, kamen

will days change?

hello blog. i'm finally here to update you.

yes, i'm still loafing at home everyday, still on holidays.

i'm still wondering, should i start sept intake or jan next year?

according to flo, the spetember intake is quite.......sad.

only 50 ppl who registered. but...should i continue wasting time?

maybe i can try working. but, can't find job.

so...back to loafing.

oh my goodness, even this blog feels no-life now.

i really wonder why they have so many things to blog about.

haih

ching mun...lihong...xin.

their life feels colourful. so mine feels greyish.

OH MY GOD.

but i still wun wanna snap my fingers on the car door and end up like lihong.

that's a bit too colourful.

and i duwana see one whole kampung too.

*read ching's blog to know what i mean*

so...grey is good?

on holidays for Japanese class too. they're moving off to North Point.

(opposite Mid Valley)

so, hols for one week and we're off to a new environment.

same people though lol.

yea...so..i think this is already quite a pointless long post.

time to stop.

=)

.....heart, kamen

once in a blue moon.

throughout my school days, i've been known for one thing.
besides being talkative of course.
i have no fate with sports. not at all.
i join house deco for sports day.
cuz i don't wanna march, and obviously i can't run.
i run like a rabbit kura-kura.
my only hope of winning the race is when the rabbit-type-of-ppl-like-some-friends-that-i-have-who-are-runners-for-sports-day
stops for a rest and end up sleeping.
then i can slowly crawl my way into victory.
but so far, it's never happened.

T______T

maybe it's the Olympics fever. i've been watching the matches when i'm free.
tonight's the badminton finals! cheers for malaysia?
i'm being so un-kamen.
i'm gonna wait in front of the television and support Malaysia, for once.

i'm so proud of myself.
i'm not so useless when it comes to sports after all
=3

.....heart, kamen

i'm here waiting for you.

recently, got quite into this song.
it was the Ending Theme in NANA and the called it Travel To The Moon
but i checked it online and apparently, it's called A Little Pain.
it's really nice, trust me
*winks*
something wrong with imeem, can't add it on here.

Travel to the moon
You're asleep, as you work out your dreams
There's no one here
While the light of the stars toys with me

In order to become strong
I have to remember how to smile
If we're together, I can do it

* Realize that...
I'm here waiting for you
Even if the future is different from now
I'm here waiting for you
I keep on shouting
I'm sure all I have to do
Is pull in the thread that connects our hearts
So the person I was back then
Would open her eyes
No need to cry

Travel in silence
I can reach you if I stretch out my hands
The only memory I have of you
Is so far away

I can hear your voice
If I close my eyes
Even a little pain
Would be nice

Look at me
I'm here waiting for you
Even if you get lost, blown away by the wind
I'm here waiting for you
I look up at the sky
I was protecting my heart
With outstretched hands
Until the person you were back then
Looked back
No need to cry

(Feel something, feel nothing
Listen closely, listen closely)
Wide open ears
Disarm the dream tickler
In the constant moment
(You will find me where it's quiet
Listen closely, listen closely)
Let the blood flow
Through all the spaces
Of the universe

.....heart,kamen

it's never solved.

Olympics started last night *cheers*
first time i felt interested in sports, laugh out loud.

the same things repeat everyday, and things stay constant.
sorry for the long delays in updating and so posts..
Avril Lavigne's coming on the 29th!
anyone going?

The Best Damn Tour

there's no more road ahead,
why not part now...
there will not be a road after all,
no matter how far we walk together,
it'll just be the same.


.....heart, kamen

blank.

Life's been so boring these few days.
wonder where my peer lihong managed to get all the energy to blog.
and her entries are all long entries.
gimme some?

spent my days reading this japanese novel the entire day, everyday.

模倣犯 The CopyCat

really nice book.
apparently, it was a best-seller in Japan
and it was even made into a movie!

the story's about a guy who abducts women and starts killing them.
cold blooded, evil and intelligent guy who uses the media to announce and shows his murders live to the public.
seriously, it's gooood.
crazy, insane murderer.

it's never the same again.
never like how it was in the beginning,
things changed drastically,
and we stayed that way.

.....heart, kamen

superstar~

suddenly remembered something random
it happened when i went for dinner with my couz one night.

we went to some AC-like place
so the no.45-like guy passed us the menu and waited for us to order.

searching for what to drink, something caught my eye.

Michael Jackson

michael jackson can drink wan meh?

so we ordered. guess what it turned out to be?








Cincau and Soya Bean!
hahahahahahaha ironic.
what an icon he became - in a bad way.
but the person who came up with this was really creative hahaha.

.....heart, kamen

wth.

came across this piece of news and decided to post it on my blog to share it with you guys.

Initially saw it in Panda's blog

Apparently, this Japanese sculpture guy, made a figurine of an anime-character dude which then sold for $15 million in an auction.
Thinking it was made of diamonds or wrapped with branded designers' stuff, i checked it out. Upon checking, nope, no diamonds. No designers' brand.
Totally naked dude. Nothing interesting bout it, no?
wait till you see this pic.

now i know why it's so expensively priced.
the point is: his sperm.
spiral wannn
your sperm can a not??

so now maybe i changed my mind.
since i haven't started my Law degree, maybe i should take up Art or something.
then one day, maybe i'll make some cool sculpture
which can sell for $20 million or so.
i'll be filthy rich.
hmmm, worth thinking of.

.....heart, kamen

...sickening.

; Let's talk this over
; It's not like we're dead
; Was it something I did?
; Was it something you said?

; Don't leave me hangin
; In a city so dead
; Held up so high
; On such a breakable thread.

i'm so sick of everything. i really do not know what to do.

what should i do?

i've done all i could, yet we're still standing at the same point.

back right at where we started.

it never works the way we see it on tv.

where the boyfriend and girlfriend stays happily in love with each other,
regardless of anything happening to them. they stand strong together.

i've tried solving things. i've tried ignoring the problems.

but now, i really can't. it's pushing me to my limits... or maybe, we're in such a situation where, we're both pushing each other to our limits. doing things that neither of us like.

things have changed. it'll never be the same again.

...so much for my happy ending.

seventh day~

pfft. still on holidays.

being the couch potato i am, i started watching all the shows on Astro on Demand.
watched everything until i ended up with this show.
not that new but not quite that old.

The Seventh Day.



very very very very nice.
seriously, worth watching.

me: eh ching, i kai siu you one show.
cm: what show? i only watched one show. the wat seven day show...
me: ya ya that show. DAMN NICE
cm: ya, I CRIED.
me: ME TOO!!!

then the two crazy women started talking bout the show.
very nice!
two leng chais and two leng luis.
she's really pretty. but sad show...
pity her.
sniff

.....heart, kamen

reunited~

went out with my secret lovers last monday
lihong, ching mun, xin and jia xin.
mama hong reached first, so she msged me saying

first time i'm the not late and im the first to reach.
wait for you in front of mcdonalds.

ok, so i was walking and tried spotting for her in front of McD, but couldn't.
so i was about to type this message to her:

where are you? i don't see you.
but i see a skinny bitch in front of mcd. are you anywhere near her?

but when i was halfway typing, that skinny bitch turned back, and omg.
it was sim li hong.
ahahahaha
zhar dou.

then, jia xin came along.
ms. lee and ms. chen were late.
so we decided to enter the cinema first.

as we were lining up for popcorn, there were sum bunch of guys next to us.
one of the guys came joining his frens saying

eh, i couldn't get the tickets. Mission failed.

lihong: damn lame.

then suddenly, we came up with an even lamer "smart" idea.
*we even laughed ourselves thinking bout it*
-.-

this was our plan.
we passed the two tix to the ticket-man.
as usual, he asked us to write our friends' names on the tix.
so the moment came.
we wrote xinny, and chipmunk.

the plan was when ching and xin come asking for tix, the ticket-man would say
there's no ching mun here, only CHIPMUNK.

AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

then they came in. and ching looked absolutely normal. so we wondered and asked.
that smart woman asked for two tix for Get Smart instead and that ticket-man just gave!

dhfdjfhs;djfhsdjfhsdg

lihong: mission failed.

hahaha so that was the day.
im so lazy to get pics from ching's blog now.
so, for pics, visit her blog
lol

.....heart, kamen