Friday, January 08, 2010

And I say yes, I feel wonderful tonight.

今天, 一上网看到你突如其来的留言. 说真的, 真的吓了我一下. 因为真的没有想到你会留言. 就那么简单的一句, 「最近你怎么了? 怎么一个礼拜了都不见你?」 就让我慌了那么一下下. 可是也开心了一下下, 因为至少你有发现到我的不在场.

是我想太多吗? 还是到头来, 我们在彼此心里都有个解不清的位置? 至少我是那样. 无论我怎么去逃避, 也删除不了你在我心里的位置. 是那么重要吗? 还是得不到的东西永远是最好的?

或许, 到最后只是我自己... 想太多而已.
或许, 我们也只能这样.

Moving back to reality, it feels more real being in the reality which I am in right now. And definitely happier.

If everyday were to be like this. But there are also times when it slips through my head that, there's this point where you float on happiness so high up there that when you fall, you hit so hard and you can't feel yourself breaking into pieces. That's why I never allowed myself to be high up there, till I lost all control.

Oh, speaking bout this, holidays ended (and this includes all the self declared ones too). Damn, I'm so not in the zone. Someone motivate me :(

4 comments:

Peiling said...

me me me!!!!i motivate u to come!!lai lai lai~~ hahahaa..BLUE COLOUR.woooow

princessKamen said...

haha i'm sure you'll roughly know what it means already :P

Junk©Trash™ said...

wowwow...me know me knows~ tsk tsk..

princessKamen said...

haha u sure u do? :P