Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Oh baby let me burn the night away.

Today, it suddenly broke the minute I got home. The entire metal part hanging onto it broke. It broke in a way which I couldn't fix. It had been there for a year plus, always making sure I never lose it. But today it broke.

Surprisingly, I didn't feel sad about it. I really thought I'd be sad if it were to break one day. Well, it broke today - and I was so fine that I surprised myself. So I picked it up, took off the remaining strap and kept it into the box, where everything else was. And that was it.

Hey, guess what? I can finally come clean. And walk off - from this endless melody, from this shadow you left behind.

いつまでも心の中に居る。
それは変わらない事なんだ、いつまでも。
でも、やっとできた。

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想念变成怀念,心动变成心碎.
其实真的好怀念一年前的现在.
那时刚开学,不用烦功课,不用烦考试,而我们-也很开心的期待每一天的来临.因为只要到今天的明天,就又能见面了.
一起上课,一起吃饭,一起聊天... 原来,太靠近彼此反而更靠近结束


如果当初在交会时能忍住了激动的灵魂
也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里沉沦.

2 comments:

Junk©Trash™ said...

如果有那么多的如果,回到从前再也不能恢复从前的温柔,不如潇洒的摆手,悄悄地远走

princessKamen said...

温柔,一直都在. 只是旧情不再.
如果还有如果,我想我也能事过境迁.
如果能如此潇洒,今夜的我也不会如此想念.
就是当时的我悄悄远走,所以失去一切.