Wednesday, August 25, 2010

So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you.

I thought I've forgotten how it felt like to hurt so badly you can't even cry. I thought I've forgotten how it felt like to stare at the sky so helplessly hoping it might change something.

I regret the fact that I let my memory fail me on the taste of pain. For it made me weak all over again. I thought I've learnt my lesson.

But it'll be okay. I've dealt with it once. I'll be able to deal with it all over again.

I need to sing my lungs out. I figured that's the only way. Dancing doesn't work anymore. There's too many people who are not you.

It sucks to be convicted guilty even before trial no matter how you plead - especially when the judge is the person who'd hurt you the easiest.


一碰就痛, 一想就悲


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