I'm not trying to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind.

Today, my player was on shuffle mode. Many unplayed songs were heard. Those that I've downloaded ages ago but completely forgot about the next moment. There were also those which I used to put on loop everyday but later on forgotten about their existence.

Then, there was this song. A very old song, almost 7 years old if I'm not mistaken.

I remember, this song was looped everyday and night in my mp3 player sometime last year. A song which once made me cry the moment I heard it once upon a time last year.

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cuz I offered to walk her home.

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand.

It can happen to anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail, say you will believe me
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break,
'Cuz I made a stupid mistake.

She means nothing to me
I swear every word is true, don't wanna lose you.


Too bad I was "she" and she was "you".

And it still hurts
every time I hear that I mean nothing to you.

It did make me think of things which happened through the past one year and how fast time has passed us all by. How things have changed in their own twisted way, whether we like it or not.

Well, I guess I'm happy to say that I'm glad I've landed where I am right now - where this song can't affect me anymore, most of the time at least.

I have to admit that I do lie once in a while. So, go figure :)