It's a state of bliss to think you're dreaming.

Could you tell me,

If I set foot into that deep abyss,

Would I fall hard and go back to what I have become,

Or would I find light in the darkness encapsulating me?

Could you give me an answer to that?

Sometimes, I feel like letting myself go, and just fall - a free fall.

But it hurts too much and I'm too afraid already.

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Once again, I shall rid myself of this feeling. Cuz it won't work out.

I just know it won't.

I know this, I know this alphabet.
A little bit too well actually.
So before the borderlines are crossed
And before too little becomes too much
Let's just say goodbye.

Cuz I won't let it happen to me for the third time anymore.