Standing Up.

伤痕就这么多,　所以又代表什么?
等待適合的風 帶我飛越盡頭
曾经脆弱，独自承受伤痛

There are only these many scars left of me, so what?
Waiting for the right wind, to take me away through everything
I was once weak, enduring the pain in solitude.

曾经爱过以后
心痛，放手，人总要学会软弱

After I have loved,
And got heart broken, I let it go
People have to learn to be weak sometimes.

***

My biological clock is beyond screwed. I'm wide awake through the night, till almost 5 am everyday. Crap. This is not good at all. (Yes, I admit it's cuz of the show...)

And yea, I have a confession to make. I've been appearing offline completely for almost a week already. Like, completely offline. (Yea, for my show again...) I think some of my contacts think I'm most probably dead already. I've only been talking to like one or two people throughout the entire duration.

And, sorry Aaron! Apparently I was being very bitchy while I was watching my show cuz when I finally appeared online, he immediately pm-ed me this (with his very shitty Chinese):

maximus says (11:48 PM):
*wah hou pang you
*chan hai hou lhoi mei kin lei wor

.....heart, kamen ❤ says (11:48 PM):
*HAHAHAHAH

maximus says (11:48 PM):
*how r u bitch
*watch movie until nvr talk to me

.....heart, kamen ❤ says (11:50 PM):
*AT LEAST U CALL ME WHEN IM SLEEPING I PICK UP THE PHONE RITE

maximus says (11:52 PM):
*haha wat the hell
*hi oso nvr say everytime tell me to fuck off
*wth i have feelins too k

.....heart, kamen ❤ says (11:52 PM):
*hahahaha where got ask u fuck off

maximus says (11:54 PM):
*IM WATCHIN MY MOVIE
*U DAMN NICE KACAU ME ALL THE WRONG TIMING
*THE KANCHEONG SCENE U SAY HI. go awayyyyy
*WTH

.....heart, kamen ❤ says (11:54 PM):
*hahahahaha stfu

maximus says (11:54 PM):
*LOL bitch i damn hurt man
*det nite cannot sleep n everythin
*went to bed crying playin songs like
*air supply - IM ALL OUT OF LOVE

.....heart, kamen ❤ says (11:55 PM):
*hahahahahaah wtf
*IM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU

Then he called me pathetic wtf. So yea, it kinda made me feel bad hahaha. But it's true, your timing sucks. Sorry! :D

Great, SK just called to freak me out about exams 5 minutes ago. Goodbye.