Look for the girl with the broken smile.

I'm sorry for the lack of/slow updates lately. Have been pretty much busy these days being out. I think I spend my time out more than I do at home recently... and this is bad. Real bad. Might get me into shit soon.

Was a Poppy with the girls last night, and late night/early morning mamak with PL, Mia and A. Nights are fun when you're slightly intoxicated. Cuz that's when I start talking like nobody's business. Not like I don't already, but I talk more than I usually do - like completely without full stop. All I remembered was hopping into A's car and started talking rubbish - random rubbish. I talked all the way from Poppy to NZ, continued talking in there, all the way back to Poppy again, and throughout the way to Subang SS15. I eventually got tired and napped on the way home. Pity A that he has to put up with this shit the entire night.

Band Heroes again with PL and Mia today. Rocked socks :D:D

Life is definitely good when assignments are over. Just one subject down, but the rest are all due next year - so I guess I can momentarily forget about them for the time being.

Let me hold you for the last time, it's the last chance to feel again.
When I love you and so untrue, I can't even convince myself.
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else.

You can't play on broken strings,
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel,
I can't tell you something that ain't real.

How can I give anymore, when I love you a little less than before?

Oh what are we doing, we are turning in dust.
Playing house in the ruins of us.

Running through the fire when there's nothing left to save,
It's like chasing the last train when we both know it's too late.

- Broken Strings by James Morrison

这个游戏, 我继续不了. 我真的很累.
被无视的问题不会消失, 被压抑的情感不会过去.
被隐瞒着的秘密总有天会被揭开.
我们之间, 还有什么能挽回?
放手, 我们应该会更好过.

因为我再也不忍看见你那悲伤的眼神.

アタシと別れる瞬間アンタのその気持ち、今日やっと分かった。
最悪な気持ちだよね。