To a great year.

How can I miss the last post of the year? So here I am, figuring out what to blog about.

It's New Year's Eve tonight people, so what are all your plans? Many people have asked us (the Smelly and I) to join them for their celebrations tonight and well, we kinda rejected all. Reason being, we're sick of the traffic all around the country tonight. Then they'd ask what would we do then, assuming that we have made mindblasting plans.

Well, we said we only plan to rot at home and welcome the new year. Haha, old people we are. Seriously, after being hyper about the countdown few years back, being pushed around like sardines in a can, stuck in the jam for countless hours, we decided to stay at home and watch the fireworks from the balcony haha.

One year has passed and what have been done through these 365 days? To be honest, I've lost and gained a few things. First being that most of my friends have flew overseas. It felt very weird in the beginning without all of their presence, really. I guess, I can only say time took a toll and made things better - and thank God for the invention of technology. And well, I guess there are also friends whom I've completely lost.

As for things I gained, I guess I've gained knowledge. Knowledge about things or people around me. Because sometimes things/people aren't exactly the way you thought they were and the truth could sometimes be ugly. Really ugly.

It's too much to be summarised into one single post and well, some things should be better kept at heart and to those who knows :)

Moving on to the next cliche - Resolutions.

Heck, I've always hated having to think of resolutions to make. Cuz knowing myself, I don't think I keep to them. So this year, Smelly said this "Think of resolutions for next year and then think of how to break them." Haha so much for resolutions huh?

But for custom's sake, I guess I'll make myself think of a few.

• Make the UK trip come true on February.
  (In instances if this fails, please refer to the next bullet)
  
  
• Make Japan trip come true on April/May.
  (I secretly hope this one comes true instead... but then again I need to see my beloveds)
  
  
• Mmm... I guess this would be almost every girl's annual resolution - lose weight.
  
  
• Have more patience. In every aspect possible.
  
  
• Be more awesome than I already am.
  (Hahaha just kidding).
  
  
• See my UK/Australia friends!!
  
  
• Have another 365 with the Smelly. (Hopefully!)
  
  
• Get new camera (though I highly doubt it, judging from the tragical demise of my previous one)
  
  

Well, that's it for now I guess. I'll add on if I manage to think of more. So, mind sharing your resolutions too? :)

And let's hope everyone has a great beginning to year 2011! 良いお年を～！Cheers.

You set it again, my heart's in motion.

Today, is one of the loveliest day I've ever had in so long.

We'll have more of days like this.

Thank you love.

In a world full of wrong, you're the only thing that's right.

Mmm so Christmas is here again. How many presents have you collected or given already? :)

Firstly, before anything else, メリー・クリスマス (Meri Kurisumasu)！

MERRY CHRISTMAS DEAR READERS :)

And so, it was Christmas Eve at Smelly's. Had awesome dinner with turkey! A huge delicious turkey and a whole variety of awesome food muahaha.

Hope your Christmas Eve was as enjoyable as mine - cuz mine definitely was! With awesome dinner (turkey!), just sitting down chit chatting with friends over some beer, oh and there was also this awesome fruit punch with vodka! Watching how a kid innocently stole Smelly's BB and ran away, unwrapping presents and watching some beauty pageant in the middle of the night with a whole bunch of them boys is pretty funny. Watching how they judge those contestants by their boobs wtf haha. Boys will always be boys I guess. Pfft.

So that was my Christmas Eve. Simple, cozy and enjoyable. How was yours? :)

...and ilyaykt ♥ ♥

P/S. Dear Santa, IF ONLY THERE WAS SUCH THING AS BOXING DAY SALES HERE, I'LL BE THE FIRST TO WAKE UP TOMORROW MORNING. I PROMISE.

I only said it cuz I mean it and I only mean it cuz it's true.

I'm sorry for the great delay in updating this space. Honestly speaking, I haven't been touching much of my laptop lately actually. Have been greatly dependent on my phone for Facebook and Twitter updates. Well, not like many of my readers are still left anyway heheh.

And actually, I've been greatly distracted by Conan. Yes, once again I've been distracted by this again. Have finished reading their collection of manga (though it is still ongoing), and now I've been watching their annual movies in the past few days. It's so awesome that one movie is almost 2 hours long!

Well, moving on to less lifeless stuffs... I've been busy doing some shopping lately since Christmas is just around the corner! Sigh, a whole year passed by so fast. Way too fast actually.

Here, one of those random pictures I post occasionally. I'm sure a lot of female readers would be nodding their heads along with me when they see this :)

Why oh why do boys like to lie? Statistics proved that 1 out of 3 guys cheat on their partners. Never trust a guy after all, hmm? They're probably born liars. Well, not to say that girls are completely honest and loyal too but... sigh. MEN.

This is completely random but, I think I'm starting to like Flynn Rider a lot. You know, the guy from the movie Rapunzel.

Yeah, this guy with the weird smoulder face. (Haha you'll only get the joke if you watch the movie). And I have completely no idea why. Probably cuz I fell in love with his voice in this song :)

Terrified by Katharine McPhee ft. Zachary Levi

A bit late but yeah. And yes I know the "real person" is actually Zachary Levi but somehow, I'd prefer him as Flynn Rider in the movie.

You, by the light is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong, you're the thing that's right.
Finally made it through the lonely,
To the other side.

You set it again, my heart's in motion.
Every word feels like a shooting star.
I'm at the edge of my emotions,
Watching the shadows burning in the dark.

And I'm in love.

With you, mon cheri.

do you know that horrible feeling of missing someone out of nowhere so terribly but there's nothing you can do and you don't even bother telling them because you know that seeing them is totally pointless because you know that they will never feel the same and think that you are just being stupid?

yeah, that.

Time can't erase a feeling this strong.

525, 600 minutes, 365 days.

It's been that many days since that idiot conversation we had that night.

It's been a year filled with happiness, random fights which I'll always lose (physically or what, I still lose. And no, we don't punch each others' face if you're wondering), lame jokes only we'd understand, the horrible singings in the car, those occasional tears, and most importantly, of love.

I'm sorry love, for the many times I've upset you. And I'm thankful love, that you've always been there, forgiving the wrongs and supporting me. And as you said, through thick and thick (haha wtf).

We fight, we make up, we stay strong - and that's just how we are.

So on this day, happy anniversary love. Let's hope you're stuck with me for many more 365 days :)

And never, ever let me go - Cuz you'll always be my baby.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend.

And it's true that,
Two is better than one.
♥

anticipating disappointment.

- in a not so looking forward kinda way.

活得开心心不记恨, 为今天欢笑唱首歌.

I don't get it.

Why do people give up on their lives so easily? Well, technically saying it's your own prerogative because it is the life you're living, but heck, had you ever thought of your family and most importantly, your parents??

Just read on Facebook and related articles that this guy had committed suicide last night because he broke up with his ex-girlfriend. Seriously, is there such a need to do that? And he was just 22. That is so young. (Though I always refer myself as old but that's a whole different story). When I read it, I thought it was probably a hoax. Being the kepochi that I am, I decided to read more and found on the news that he was really literally dead.

Reason being the girl that he dated for 4 months left him. Like what the fuck? Please, it's just 4 months. Not 4 years. 4 years isn't even a close enough excuse, let alone 4 months. Don't these people think??

It's so pissing off to see people do stupid things like this, especially for stupid reasons like this. Do they even know how badly they'll hurt their parents' hearts?? It is such an irresponsible act. By leaving behind everything due to own's selfishness.

People pity him and all saying he's so strong to make such a decision. Fucking bullshit. Such a coward who can't even handle emotions properly. Who hasn't been through shitty break ups? Who hasn't felt like their heart has died so horribly inside? It's just a matter on how you think and how you handle things.

I personally think it's such a stupid act. There's so many people out there who are struggling just to live for one more day and here he is, taking away his own life. For a girl who doesn't even appreciate his love and who he was. 10 years down the road, she's probably dating another guy and what about you? What about your family? Ugh. I feel no pity for people like these. They merely brought it upon themselves.

Instead, I feel sad for his friends and family. They've lost a friend, and maybe a great one (assuming that he's a nice friend), his parents have lost a son, his siblings having lost a brother - for eternity.

And please, people out there, appreciate your lives. It took a lot of love and effort to bring you up from nothing but a sperm to a grown up. Don't be stupid.

May you rest in peace.

There's something bout love that breaks your heart.

Happens all the time for me, without fail.

I am so restless nowadays. Somebody make me productive please.

Oh shit, that didn't come out wrong, did it?

Let's go all the way tonight no regrets, just love.

A short conversation which I heard in the lift this evening. It was between a 10 year old (approx) girl and her father.

Dad: Why would you need a phone when you're always with Ma?

Girl: Because sometimes I go out and play.

Dad: Oh god. You go out to play that's why you need a phone?

Girl: Yes, because we play hide and seek.

Dad: .......

Haha it's pretty funny how innocent kids could be actually. A simple pointless conversation like this put a smile on my face just like that :)

Have a nice day/night peeps :)

How come we could not weather this storm and just do better?

感情没有对手戏，你跟自己下祺
还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你,
你却微笑的离我而去．

Felt like you're having a relationship on your own,
It's like playing a chess game when you're the only player.
I haven't even been able to pen down all my feelings for you,
Yet you've left me with a smile.

这感觉已经不对我最后才了解.
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给,
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪.

The feeling isn't right anymore and I was the last to realise it.
You've cried for me countless times,
And some of the care that I couldn't even give,
Expecting you to understand and take in everything.
It was my fault that I didn't realise
You just needed to have me by your side.

Sensitive or what, this song hits me badly.

Before too much is enough, you look up to find your love gone.

Holy moly. It's been that long since I've last updated my blog *sheepish face*

Nothing much have been happening recently. Well, except for the fact that the Melbies are back! As in, those from Melbourne. Heheh. And being the alcoholics that they are, this was what happened.

Yeap. Drinking at Shen's place.

Man, they play crazy pointless, but fun drinking games. Apparently Melbourne style wtf. But it was a very enjoyable night. Caught up with many who I haven't spoken to in ages and well, feels like Cempaka all over again.

And see that green bottle over there? My new favourite - Midori! Heheh. They were so mean they purposely finished it so I had to resort to only whiskey :(

And the next has really got to be this:

Mmmm.

M & M's chocolate ice cream. Yeah big deal but... Heheh. The Smelly and I finished the whole pint in less than half an hour despite knowing that it's very fattening. Greed is badddddd :(

But it was so awesomeeeeee :3

Well I'm biased. I just love ice cream heheh.

Very beautiful decorations caught at Mid Valley :)

This year their theme was teddy bear, or I thought so because the whole place was filled with Christmas trees (duh) and gigantic teddy bears lying around. So I suppose so.

A year passed by so soon! Hmmm another Christmas has passed... Sometimes, time passes by faster than we thought it would. And things, people and memories tend to become just another page of history sooner than we expected them to. Funny huh, when once upon a time you thought you'd never get over it :)

And last but not least, a funny picture to share as always. But this time, I'm sorry to say that only those who watches the HK drama No Regrets would get the joke :(

It's pretty similar! Especially the first and second ones hahaha.

Let's hope I remember to update more often. Till then :)

I just wanna go home.

- to you, love.

Hands up if you agree to the below!

C'mon... I know you secretly do it too. Oops, did I just say "too"? Thank God for the privacy in Facebook where nobody knows that you've viewed their profile. Much said. Heh.

Oh and by the way, here's one of my current favourites. Have been searching for this song for some time already. I know I'm slow :(

"Home" by Michael Bublé

Surely hope you enjoy the song too :)

I'm everything I am because you loved me.

All of a sudden, on one fine day some time ago, everything went upside down.

Literally.

I seem to be breaking your heart and making you upset most of the time recently. Then I get upset with myself for being such a black sheep but can't seem to do anything to make it right. I just want you to be happy.

Then I seem to be so paranoid about things I almost drive myself crazy. Till it's getting hard to breathe cuz I'm holding you too tightly. And I'll feel so sorry but it's not fixing anything. I'm starting to dislike myself too for doing this.

Then even my computer decides to pull off a fail moment where everything fails me. My messenger suddenly stops working few days ago (I can't seem to be able to sign in after I tried to update it to the latest version). My Windows Update is refusing to update (and therefore, I will never be able to move on with fixing my Messenger). The show I've been following day and night suddenly goes missing in my PPS (and it's the final episodes this week). Firefox decides to crash just about now. What's next?

Could someone at least tell me why?

Or at the very least, cheer you up for a bit. I'm sorry for all the things I might've said that hurt your feelings. I never in my life meant it. I wished I could wash it all off and draw a smile on your face. I wished it could've been easier.

I'm such a mess, all over again. And there's no point trying to tell anyone about it because they'll never understand how it feels and probably think I'm such a weakling.

But the one thing that I really detest: upsetting you. It tears me up. You have no idea how the guilt eats me from the inside.

谁能体谅我的雨天?

如若真的交出整个心，会否只换到稀虚？

I need to learn how to pull the strings,
All over again.

I need a distraction of some sort.

这种滋味, 你永远不懂.

I'm on the edge just trying to survive.

如果有一天你转身过来，而我已不在了
你会怎么办?

那时的你，会学会珍惜吗？
我不知道．
我想，那时的我
也应该没什么兴趣想知道了．

Times change.
Probably so.
You have no idea how much I fucking hate that line.

不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事,
因為往往在最在乎的事物面前我們
最沒有價值。

Before too much is enough,
You look up to find your love gone.
We were so good together,
How come we could not weather this storm
And just do better?

Baby I'm missing you,
Don't allow love to lose.
We gotta ride it through.

Remember we used to touch the sky.

And I think we still do, regardless.

Open my eyes, it was only just a dream.

Everyone has skeletons in their closet, don't even try denying it. Being human, of course I myself do. Maybe two, or a few. I've never bothered counting.

And today I feel like letting one out. Just for the fun of it. Well, not exactly fun but it's just another excuse for me to be as bitter and sour as I want.

For years, (let's see, about 7 years ago?) I really really hate being around lovey couples. Haha I'm such a bitch, I know. I always try my very very best to avoid them AT ALL COSTS. (I may or may not have been one of those cheesy lovey couples, I don't know, but I'm pretty sure I haven't been and that isn't in my concern).

And even if they're not with you, they'll annoyingly spam your news feed on Facebook. It is so annoying. Imagine logging into Facebook and you see some mushy I can't live without you shit. All the fucking time. Once or twice would be completely fine, but every once in two bloody days?

That's not it.

One or the other will comment some lovey nonsense and the other will comment back and the cycle continues till it becomes a bloody thread. Hello, please Google the world "phone" or "texting".

Okay fine, no lovey posts, no lovey comments, nothing. THEN THEY DECIDE TO POST MULTIPLE LOVEY PICTURES OF THEMSELVES OUT OF NOWHERE FOR NO REASON and start spamming all over again.

Holy shit.

Yes, this is very bitchy of me. And it is pretty unreasonable. But whatever, I have my own bitter reasons to hate being around such people. It's one of the skeletons in my closet so I have every right to be as unreasonable as I want to be. I'm sorry.

Just please be boring old couples where every remaining spark in the relationship is almost, or already dead and the world will be a happier place. Kthxbai,

So, is your hidden skeleton as bitchy as mine, or worse? What's yours? :D

I would've stayed if you said.

People say that we never learn to appreciate things till we lose it one day.

Then what if...
What if one day, I no longer annoy you with stupid questions which you hate answering?
What if one day, I no longer have those little arguments with you about seeing one another more?
What if one day, I no longer ask for anything from you and let you be?

Would you, tell me one day that you finally missed me for the first time?

Or would you laugh about it and tell me, "Good riddance."

It's tiring to constantly be reaching out, when you're not even going to catch me back.

若角色对调你说好不好？

If you ever leave baby, you would take away everything good in my life.

So I was having a char fight via text with the Smelly a while ago. As in, we were arguing about something (while insulting each other in a far from friendly way). Well, I was on my way to winning (for once) and he was well, as how Marshall from HIMYM would like to put it: lawyer-ed.

That Smelly then stopped replying and a while later, I received a text which read like this:


Maxis notification:

Please be informed that our service provider will no longer be allowed to exchange information between the phone number 012-***3513 and 012-***5080 (sms, mms and calls) as you are under the Blackberry Bold 9700 blocklist. For more information, please call our Maxis hotline number - 123.


So I called him immediately and started sounding.

"HOW COME YOUR BLACKBERRY CAN MY PHONE CANNOT ONE??
YOU BETTER UNBLOCK ME NOW, BLOODY BITCH."

And the reply I got from the other side of the phone was:

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OH MY GOD.
Did you get the text from my number or Maxis? HAHAHAHAHA.
Bloody stupid. So much for being a lawyer right?? HAHAHAHAHA"


T_________________________________T

Bloody vengeful bitch of a boyfriend I've got hahaha. FML.

You ought to know by now how much I love you.

I have a confession to make. I have been ultimately lazy to update my blog, I don't know why. As usual, nothing much have been going on lately, except for some catching up on some movies and my birthday dinner!

Well, it was just a simple dinner among some friends and some drinks after that. On the 15th, we had dinner at d'italiene Kitchen at Sunway Giza. That place was awesome! Well, I'm biased. Because they had cheese. A whole load of cheese in each of their dishes. And I'm pretty sure that everyone who knows me well enough would know that I'm one hell of a cheese lover.

That day was seriously a cheese overload day, literally. I have been so stuffed with cheese the entire day from day to night. Smelly and I decided to have something light for lunch so we had Subway for lunch. Well, me being me, my Subway had extra cheese. After lunch, I insisted to make a move to Theobroma Chocolate Lounge for their vanilla sundae.

A little bit too milky, but it was all good :)

What I didn't know was that Smelly ordered a slice of blueberry cheese. I swear, I almost puked trying to finish that one slice of cake with him. We were that full.

So alright, it was dinner time then... and I ordered this! :D

Baked Three Cheese

Wahahahaha. Three types of cheese baked with penne. It was orgasmic I tell you. Smelly ordered some chicken platter thing (which had cheese of course), King ordered another cheesy beef steak thingy... well, everyone's dish had cheese. End of story.

Okay, before I start spamming this post with pictures, here's a short note. Mind the bad quality of the pictures. It'll appear blurrish and grainy because these were all taken by the phone camera (because my camera screen is still very much dead) and some were even taken with the front camera, which kinda worsens the quality. So yeah.

The one and only picture which the Smelly actually gave a normal face.

Don't ask. He loves to make stupid faces the minute pictures are shot just for the sake of annoying me and spoiling the picture. Ass.

The King & his Minion.

Sigh, apparently I'm his minion .___________. And yeah, we seem like we're having the same expression in this picture wtf haha.

The Cousin and Anthony :D



Eric Chan! My partner in being lifeless and watching almost every single show on earth.

He was early this time and actually turned up! We're so proud of him. And here's a gay convo we had that night:

Me: "Why your face so chau tut when we take pictures? Forever one kind."

Eric: "It's my good angle."

Wtf hahaha.

Imran looking freakishly happy.

Then there was my cake! It was a surprise actually, but well, I guess the waitress kinda spoiled it haha.

The very very awesome cheese cake. Like omfg awesome.

Yes, it's cheese again. Then we went on to the Beer Factory for some drinks after dinner cuz it was still early. Being the norm, we played Circle of Death again heheh.

Pei Ling!! This is for youuuu!!!

*puts thumb on forehead*

Psst! Imran sucks at this game. It's very fun to play with him hahaha.

Meet my buddy Seannn!!! :3

Mmm and that's about it. An enjoyable night. A big fat thanks to all those who made it awesome that night :)

Oh, and did I mention that I watched Harry Potter 7 already?? Wahahaha sorry peeps, I admit I'm a huge HP freak. Dragged Smelly to buy tickets for the midnight show on the 17th because I felt kiasu. Because I wanted to watch it before the world watches it (Well, technically not the world but yeah, you get what I mean).

A very random shot

Because I wanted to take a picture to commemorate the moment before watching the movie (wtf yes, I know). And that is Smelly's very annoyed face because he was trying to recall something but failed because I'm constantly annoying him with the camera.

So after watching the show, we were still talking about Harry Potter. (Yeah, I remember mentioning that I'm a HP freak) And Smelly's quite a closet HP freak. So we were talking about some trivia this was how the conversation went.

"There's this question, it's damn cb. Cuz it's almost impossible to answer."

"Oh please. I definitely know the answer. Unlike you."

"What is Professor Trelawney's mother's name?"

"So easy. Of course I know."

"What?"

"Mrs. Trelawney, duh."

Haha I swear, that moment he kicked me in the ass, literally hahaha.

As for those who are wondering what her mother's name was, it is Pauline Trelawney. Yes, I secretly went home and Google-d it and then pretending I finally recalled the answer and told Smelly. He didn't buy it, obviously.

Yeap. That was how that one day of the year went about. And yeah, I am finally legal :D

Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find.

i wished i had you earlier,
and not have missed all those years.
through the years that you've spent alone.
throuh the years that we've been battle-scarred and wounded.

cuz we are more awesome together than we are apart.
cuz nobody else could do it better than you and i.

so let's stick together, and never ever drift apart.

If I had you,
That would be the only thing I'd ever need.
If I had you,
Life would be a party it'd be ecstasy.

And yes I do have you, love :)

Sorry for the cheesiness. But it's that one day in the year when I could do anything I want without anyone saying no, so yeah. Cheers.

_________, 我对自己说．

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么, 让我诚实一点.
难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁.

蜡烛点了, 寂寞亮了.

A song that never, ever fails to get me at this time of the year.

为什么总是还有寂寞的感觉?
或许，是害怕吧．
害怕今年是否会像之前的他们般
失望．

从来不敢期待，因为知道到最后等着我的
还是失望．
说不注重，或许是在自欺欺人吧．
谁会不注重呢？

如果你能为我多放那么一点心思那该有多好．
如果．．．
如果．

All my life, I'll be with you forever to get you through the day.

Period.

Yeah, I decided to talk about this. I was reading some random articles on Facebook and came across this but it was in Chinese though. So I guess I should share it here. Especially to ALL THE GUYS OUT THERE.

A lot of guys never understood how terrible it is to go through what we'd refer to "that time of the month" and most would probably think that us girls are just whining and making a big deal out of things. Hell, no. Trust me, sometimes the pain is so unbearable we'd give anything for the pain to go away.

The pain is terrible, I swear. Wait, there isn't even a proper word to correctly describe the type of pain which comes with the cycle. You see, it's a love hate thing seriously. We dread the menstrual cycle every time it's nearing (because it is very troublesome and painful and bla bla bla). But on the other hand, you're bloody screwed if it doesn't come. So yeah.

Pain aside, it's also very annoying because it causes bloating (for some people) and your previously flat tummy would look fat by this time. Okay, I can't help but talk about the pain. It gives you goosebumps and you'll feel paralysed. Well, not literally but you'll feel like it. You will just want to lie curled up on the bed/sofa/couch the whole day and not move. (It is annoying when you have to even worry that it fucking leaks because you are lying down and the pad is at a slightly wrong position).

You just can't rest in peace (bad pun).

You see guys, imagine having something stuck in between your underwear for 5~7 days. You wouldn't like it, would you? And worst still, you have to change it every few hours just in case a Japan flag starts forming on your pants (if you get what I mean).

The annoyance isn't limited to just that one week. Sometimes, we might get paranoid because there's this weird feeling that the "aunty" decides to pay an earlier visit. So, some might put on a pad for 4~5 days for nothing. When we finally decide "Screw it, she won't visit earlier," there she is visiting you the minute you're NOT wearing a pad - worst still, when you're out from home.


WOULD YOU LIKE IT IF YOU HAVE TO RESORT TO HAVING TISSUE STUCK BETWEEN YOUR PANTS BECAUSE YOU NEVER EXPECTED THIS HAPPENING?

Then another situation comes along. When we think it's about time to change into a new one, we see that it's just 1/3 full. So we'll end up sitting by the toilet bowl wondering whether to still change into a new one or what.

Then when it is nearing the end, the amount would definitely get less. When we think it's almost finished or finished, we stop using the pad. THEN IT IS THAT ONE DAY WHEN IT DECIDES TO OPEN TAP AGAIN. Then it ends up staining the pants or bed (seriousness level depends on tap level).

I'm pretty sure some of you guys out there have had wet dreams (don't pretend you didn't). It gets disgusting right?? But guess what? You're dealing with almost transparent stuffs. We deal with bloody red stuffs. We find it very disgusting too you know. And we definitely don't like dealing with these stuffs too.

Sigh. Guys will never understand. So please, next time you see a girl having her time of the month, the least you can do is to stfu and let her be. And not say things like "how bad can it be?" and nonsense like that.

And to all boyfriends out there, please be considerate and let your girlfriend be bitchy if she wants to. We call it the PMS mode (often used as an excuse though). But yeah, don't be those to say it's disgusting and all. It'll only make her feel worst.

No, there's no rage in this post. Just thought the article pretty much made sense and think that all guys should actually know this.

And in case you're wondering, no, Smelly isn't the type to ask me how bad could it be. He'd just let me be (although occasionally calling me a bitch), all curled up and taking up all the space and blanket in his bed.

AND HE ALSO LETS ME PONTENG GYM FOR ONE DAY (yay).

Kthxbye.

And believe me when I say she got that whole place glowing.

Mmm, I need to keep this space alive.

But how?

Yeah, by randomly posting vain pictures I figured.

I know it's already almost halfway through the month but yeah, my favourite month of the year is finally here - for obvious reasons. Heheh. Okay fine, I'll think of a reason which could convince other people to like this month too. Erm, it's a month before Christmas? Wtf. Bad try. Oh well, is it me or does it feel like it's passing too quickly?

I'm sorry, I guess I'm just too lazy to think of something to blog about today. Till then.

Poppin' bottles in the ice, like a blizzard.

Here's a rather funny comic strip I'd like to share today. It is quite true actually, to a certain extent and it did make me laugh to myself for a while.

Quite a brilliant illustration. I pity the Blackberry users. Seen as a dinosaur by Android users hahaha wtf. (Smelly, now I know how you see yourself and how the rest of the world sees you, old man/dinosaur) :P

And one thing is bugging me. Why is the iPhone user the ONLY female illustration here among the 3 types of smartphones? Stereotyping much? Oh well.

Are you a smartphone user too? If so, are you the Witch, Albert Einstein (you wish!) or the Dinosaur? :)

Original link here.

与你分享的快乐胜过独自拥有至今我仍深深感动．

才发现，真的想你．还有超级慢的你．
以前都是我们三个人这里跑那里跑．
现在却各分东西．

距离，连我也不清楚隔了多远．
时间也很残忍，
你的白天是我的黑夜．
我吃着饭，你却熟睡着．

才发现，过了一段时间
还是习惯不来你的不在场．
以前看彼此的脸腻到快吐了，
以前那么容易就办到的事，
如今却那么困难．

拿出真心来做朋友的，我认识不多．
看到其中一个受委屈还会替她心痛的，
或许就非你们两个莫属了．

笑着的脸，哭泣的脸，
明天交功课今天还没开始做的脸，
熬夜读书的脸，
赶着去医院急到要死的脸，
玩到疯的脸，讲着别人不是的脸，
还有
离开上飞机时的脸，
我都想念．

只后悔当时只顾着玩，忘了好好珍惜
以为还有很多个明天．
忘了紧握瞬间．

好想１月快到，
也但愿计划不会破坏掉．
嗯，就这样吧．
我们１月见．

*

昨天会被今天明天来取代，动心的感情不会淘汰．
就算你我在热闹喧哗中走散，友情会在第一时间赶来．
朋友只要你被孤单的压的叫不出来
我第一时间送出关怀．

－

不论现在几点，回忆的片段最美．
我们拥有世界，就算梦想离再远．
不管当发生什么我想我们不会改变．

Goodbye my friend, 说好不说再见．
So long my friend,　记得你是我最棒的体验．

无论多少离别，那也不等于眼泪．
遨游每个乐园，就像回到了从前．

不论这一刻你在某条街，
我想我能够感受到你的感觉．

记得你给我最棒的体验．

米修米修 ♥

Thank god the week is done, I feel like a zombie gone back to life.

Finally some good news to me after some time. I'm officially quitting this mundane thing I've been doing for the past week. I swear it's capable of driving a sane mind crazy just within a week.

There is completely nothing good or beneficial it. Therefore I am very happy I finally "got rid" of it after much dilemma. The down side of it is... sigh, let's not talk about the down side first. I'm too happy for that. Let's just say, I'm a free soul all over again. And it felt like an eternity in there. Ugh.

Anyways, catching up one my whole week. Finally managed to catch a movie after god knows how long. It was pretty good I'd say. The movie I watched was Megamind. It was a pretty funny show and I must say, cartoons (they like to call it animation nowadays) at this time is definitely better than those I've been watching back when I was a kid.

Don't get me wrong. When I said better, I meant technology-wise. The graphics are much better and the plot is more twisted compared to those straight forward ones we've watched where the cat runs for the mouse and the mouse comes up with genius ways to stop the cat. But heck, I think only those screening in the cinemas are worth watching. At least there's some humour in it. Sometimes, I even wonder whether those kids understand the plot of the animations/cartoons in the cinema. Those on tv? Haha please.

I'd still very much prefer Tom & Jerry or Powerpuff Girls over Ben 10 anytime.

Oh yeah, I derailed. My week. Just yesterday, I went over to Sunway Giza for lunch with my mom and aunty cuz we wanted to try the 12-inch burger at Cravings. I thought it wouldn't be enough for us initially (cuz I was dead hungry) and wanted to order more food, but as we started digging into our food, we were stuffed. It was a huge portion. Like, it could make the 3 of us crazy full after finishing it and our drink. Something worth trying :)

Don't ask me how many layers there were. I didn't bother counting.

A closer view of the stack.

They had your usual burger layers (such as cheese, lettuce, cucumber and tomato), egg, hashbrowns and a selection of beef/chicken patties or fish fillet. Heh, those who haven't tried it, do give it a try one day :)

And a very random chau tut picture that never fails to make me laugh everytime I look at it.

Taken from phone :)

Okay, the pretty face part was just a joke :(

But this was taken in the gym bitches! Yes, I said gym. G-Y-M. I actually went. Take that. Heh.

I finally found you my missing puzzle piece.

cuz you'll always be my baby.



(Though I secretly think that I am more awesome than you).

Don't this picture kinda remind you (and those who actually know about the infamous Hussein) of Hussein when he was young? Like seriously? Haha.

Oh and guess what? It's November already. Teehee! *nudge nudge*

It's Halloween again.

Hmm, just in time. 3 minutes before the clock strikes 12 am,

Happy Halloween folks :)

Hope you people had fun dressing up and trick or treatin' (if you still consider yourself young enough to be trick or treating that is).

Love.

You know that it all takes my breath away.

"so maybe it's true that I can't live without you,
and I'm thinking two,
is better than one."

I remember asking myself this sometime almost a year ago - whether would two be better than one. Cuz I was too afraid back then.

Well, it's almost one year down the road already and I think, I can surely say that two is better than one :)

*

Oh, and here's a very random conversation between us a moment ago.

Me: Eh, Halloween is coming!

Smelly: Yeah.

Me: Mmm, you don't have to worry what to dress up as. Just walk out as yourself and it's the best costume ever already.

Smelly: No. I have something better.

Me: What?

Smelly: I'm dressing up as YOU. *annoying cb laugh*

-_____________-

FML.

We're fighting this war baby when both of us are losing.

I've heard of a story.

It was a story of a small boy who was playing around in a field one day. It was a very beautiful field with colourful flowers and a carpet of green grass. Butterflies were fluttering around like a world of their own. After many many attempts, the small boy finally managed to catch a butterfly with his tiny hands. Overcame with joy, he cupped the butterfly within his palms and held on to it tightly while rushing home to share his glee with his mother. Smile plastered on his face, he told his mother on how he managed to catch the butterfly and opened his hands to show her. The butterfly just laid there motionless. It was dead because the small boy accidentally crushed it when he was running home, holding onto it too tightly.

The small boy reminded me of myself. Perhaps I've been holding on too tightly all the while. Suffocating myself and barely leaving space for you to breathe. You're struggling for air and I'm struggling to keep you in my hands. In the end, we'll both end up like the butterfly - crushed.

It takes two hands to clap, I know. But no point blaming others when it could change nothing.

Or perhaps, I shouldn't make you such a big part of my life. Sadly for you, you already are.

And hopefully one day, you'll look back and realise that I've held onto the butterfly so tightly because it was something so important to me that I could never bear losing.

其实盼醉下去醉下去，
人生清醒眼泪令人倦令人累．
但如若真的交出整个心，
会否只换到唏嘘？

Actually
everyone might just have wished to be in a state of drunkenness,
Because when you're sober,
The tears in life would only make you sick and tired.
But if I really gave my entire heart out,
Would I just end up with nothing but loneliness in the end?

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream.

Yeap, it was the biggest HA (Hennessy Artistry) event of the year on Saturday and it was held in Malaysia International Convention Center @Mines Resort City.

Hennessy Artistry HALO Event 2010.

Met a lot of friends there. And I meant, a lot. Too bad my camera screen (yes, the cracked one) was too annoying so I couldn't take many pictures :(

At the entrance with Sun :)



The lighting on the stage was awesome that night!



With Elise, Julz' wifey.



Clement aka the Rock lol.



Shryne ahhhh!! (wakakaka APL I bet you're jealous)



Jonny and Sun



The bar at the entrance.

Angeline and Lin Lin! :3

Was so happy to see her that night. It's been ages since I last saw everyone. But, Angeline!!! Finally got to see her and hello, we're wearing the same colour again as we did for the previous Hennessy that we went together at Quattro last year wtf.

With Couz Xiao Tong

(Picture stolen from her as seen)



Lin Lin, Angeline, Marc and erm, photographer haha.

It's been a while since I've been partying. As the (not so) Favourite J said on MSN one day, "I see that you have cut down a lot on partying. You should start again you know." Sigh, bad bad influence. After this event, I guess the next party is gonna be some time away :/

Not too much of a bad thing actually. I'm getting old already wtf. Too much of alcohol and lack of sleep is bad. Tsk tsk. Alright, am signing off with a vainpot picture of myself.

Take care peeps.

Yours truly :)

*

Sometimes,
there are just some people you think
you'd never meet again.
And you'll meet
at the most unexpected times.

And that's when I realised,
It was a long ago past we've all forgotten.

For
We're nothing more than strangers now.

And it made me ever so sure that,
I'm glad I've found who found me
At my worst.
Perhaps he might break me one day,
And make me cry a river again.
But right now,
I'm glad he's caught me where I landed,
And loves me more than I deserve to be.

The only thing I regret?
Was that it took me too long to figure out
That you were the "silent idiot".
If you still remember our joke that night.
A joke only we'd know, love :)

My smelly you.

sick and tired.

繰り返すばかり・・・

但是又如果还是要爱你？

自我催眠，只为了努力讨好．

这，真的对吗？

对自己说为了自己．可是究竟真的是为了自己吗？

最近话题只能不断盘旋在那．

如果我停止，把话题转换了，你的速度也跟着缓慢了．

所以为了捉紧你注意，除了让自己喜欢，

还是只能尝试让自己喜欢．

虽然说到最后，这对自己是有利无害．身体也不会那么软弱,

可是，真的会开心吗？

说穿了，

只是因为你迷恋而努力的去让自己喜欢这完全不感兴趣的玩意．

两个人在一起，需要讨好吗？曾经在你面前最自然的我，去了哪里？

我们，变質了吗？

多的是，你不知道的事．

No matter what I do, all I think about is you.

It's poll time peeps! The princess is currently stuck in one of the greatest dilemma's she's ever faced in her life. Wtf why am I speaking in a third party position?

Anyway, yeah. I've just landed myself onto a huge pothole. Or rather, Dilemma has pushed me off an endless cliff. I need feedback's on this, seriously.

A two months job with a fucking high pay (yes, I usually try my best to not use profanities on my blog, and when I do, it's either I'm seriously pissed or I'm just massively awed) which requires me to be away from home (and my Smelly you) for two months - or a plain Jane work which pays a plain Jane* pay?

*Plain Jane pay here refers to a range of RM 2,000~3,000 per month.

So yeah, when I mean fucking high, I'm talking about a salary where some people would take a year (or more) to earn. And it is a pretty enjoyable job. Well, I mean, I'm pretty sure touring Korea would be quite enjoyable. Thing is, I'm not really a Korean cuisine fan (cuz most of their food are either beef or spicy stuffs) and I can't exactly imagine myself surviving in a place where I understand nuts.

I mean, I'm pretty used to be capable of understanding most languages since I was a kid. Now that I might end up in a place where I can't understand shits, OTTOKEH??? Heck, I don't even know how to spell it correctly but it means HOWWW?? in Korean wtf. Well, I can read Korean with no problems but here's the catch. I can read every single word but understand nothing about it. And can barely speak a few simple phrases only. What am I to do???

Ugh. What do you guys think?

Now it all seems so clear that there's nothing left to fear.

This is clearly a complain post so don't bother reading if you are not kepoh enough or if you're gonna finish reading this post and think to yourself "such a whiner". Whatever. I've warned you.

I know this sounds snobbish and selfish and whatever horrible word you can ever think of, but right now, I wished I knew nobody else in this big fat world. Then there would be nothing else for me to care about. Or be bothered about. Whatever.

You see, if the world was a complete stranger, there won't be any possible dramas in life. Your life will constantly be in peace. Okay, let's say your life is drama-less. If the world was a complete stranger, nobody will ever betray you because there isn't anyone for you to trust in the very first place. Okay, then let's assume that nobody around you will betray your trust. If the world was a complete stranger, nothing would bother you and you can constantly be happy like a fool - and that's something great, to be happy.

Yeah, at this moment, I wished I had complete strangers around me day in day out.

Well, except for those few. Yeah, just that very very few that I'd like to keep and would hate myself if I never got to know them. As to who they are, I think things are better kept to myself and leave them to your already wild imagination.

I'm not bothered to have any decency in typing nicely anymore nor whether I have made any grammatical errors or not in this post. I can't be arsed right now.

My deepest apologies if I sound as if I have a massive problem against the whole world. No, I do not hate the world and I do not have any bitchy drama going on in my life right now. Just whining my dissatisfaction towards certain issues. I mean, I can't sound like Miss Sunshine all the time right? Just blame it on "that time of the month" if you wish to. It's every girl's excuse to bitch anyway.

I'll go watch some brainless reality show now then all these nonsense mood swing will fade away soon enough and I'll be your friendly neighbourhood girl all over again :)

Hi. Nice to meet you!


P/S. Nothing else matters anymore when there's you with me. And I'm glad you are :)