说好不说再见.

Listening to this song on a rainy day like this really makes my emotions as grey as the sky. No, pun not intended.

下雨天了怎么办　我好想你
不敢打给你　我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音　变得好熟悉
沉默的场景　做你的代替　陪我听雨滴

It's raining, what should I do?
I miss you very much.
I can't find myself a reason to call you
Why is insomnia such a familiar thing now?
The silence substituted you, accompanying me listen to the raindrops.

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样　等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会　寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞　一个人擦泪　一个人好累

Anticipation makes people more and more tired.
Who's like me, waiting for someone who'll never come back?
I've learnt something from loving you, the taste of loneliness
Holding the umbrella alone, wiping my tears alone,
It's so tiring.

怎样的雨　怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大　天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴

What type of rain, what type of night,
And how should I be to ever make you miss me?
How heavy should the rain be and how dark should the night be
To ever get your love?

其实　没有我你分不清那些
别说你会难过
被爱的人不用道歉

Actually it doesn't really make a difference for you, with or without me
Don't say that you'd be upset
The one being loved will never have to apologize.

下雨天 (Rainy Day) by Lara.

Very nice melody. Try listening to it on a rainy day :-)

*

Today, I had dinner with my aunt and the Cousin somewhere near their house at Taman Desa. It was a pretty decent place with a variety of food to choose from. A place you'd like, I'm sure you will.

When I entered, I was telling my mom, "I must remember the way here, so that the next time I can bring - " I stopped. I realised you're not around anymore and I'm too used to you being around, calling me everyday when we'd plan on things/activities - or at the very least, have some drinks at our favourite places. There's no point for me to remember the way to guide you there anymore.

It was like a habit, a norm that we'd see each other's faces everyday and never get sick of it. We would text even each other and say it's damn weird that we didn't meet that day. I can't get used to it. I miss you very much.

Now I feel like a girl who's got her heart broken by a guy who's left her. Stupid, now you make me feel like buying a ticket to Manchester straight away and be there with you. You said you don't like it there and you miss it here. How I wish I could be with you over there till you get used to the place :(

Take care love. I'm so dreadful missing you now. Things just feel out of place and it always feels as if something is missing. I won't even mind giving you 50 missed calls just to wake you up like I always did.

It's like an affair.