I Finally Understand...

the pain you had to endure all the while.

the tears that you could never have controlled no matter how hard you tried to.

the helplessness you felt in every bit of you.

the torture of the heart when you think of it.

the desire you had so strongly but never could have succeeded.

the hope you had, even though you knew it might never come true.

the disappointment which hit you over and over again.

the lonely feeling that you were left alone.

the broken pieces of your heart that was almost impossible to mend.

the feeling that you wanted nothing but me.

the fractured bit of you where you can't put your heart into anything you do.

the sadness of losing something so dear to you.


.....i finally understand, but you will never come back anymore.