Complicated.

My mind isn't working.

I've tried and tried, but it just wouldn't occur to me.

I can't get things straight.

I can't stop contradicting myself, struggling hard to come to a conclusion.

Cuz it's too messed up.

Just give me the slightest hint and I'll understand it,

Please?

How can one small thing make me contemplate so much? It's such a small matter, yet I'd like to know so badly. Could you give me the answer please? An answer which only you could give, and nobody else.

Would You Stay If I Say Don't Go?

She's lost.

究竟是谁放掉这段感情? 我想, 你我都不会知道吧.

Understanding that there isn't a point,

She still refuses stubbornly.

What a foolish girl.

请告诉她 我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这 一切挣扎

横了心说真心谎话

I don't know why but this song reminds me of you recently.

I really don't know why.

If it could help and make me feel better...
If it could wash away my fear and sorrow...

But it just doesn't seem to work that way.

...and tonight, she feels like crying.

- Do you know how badly I want to tell you that, I miss you terribly..?

Has Time Put Out The Flame?

...or has the flame already been long gone?

Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong.

I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong.

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces,

Broken up deep inside.

Now all that's left of me is what I pretend to be

So together but so broken up inside.

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on.

And there she goes again, in her feeble attempt.
And she'll never get what she wants.
And she'll never wake up.
And she'd do anything to help you.
And she'd give you her everything.

Yet everything she had to give was nothing you wanted.

没「拥有」过的她, 又怎能明白什么是珍惜?

还来不及学会珍惜, 他都已经离开了.

I'm Dead.

Screw this shit.

My consti assignment is making me so frustrated.

I've been facing the document since early afternoon, and god knows why I still can't finish it.

3000 words feels as if its as near as the moon, in a sarcastic way of course.

I've been trying to squeeze all the stuff I know about Consti from my brains, and now I can't type a single shit out. I'm pissed, at myself. Why is it so hard?

I still have half the assignment more to complete, and I don't know what I have been typing throughout the entire document.

I hate this.

Edited: I've finally completed my assignment. It's 3 am now by the way.

Distantly Near.

Happy Birthday Mom.

I really hope you enjoyed this birthday.

And,

I'm sorry for all the bad things I've done,

I'm sorry I haven't been strong enough.

I'm sorry you had to worry.

I promise you I'll try my best.

I love you :)

☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★

Law Ball 2009

Theme: Secret Garden

Date: 27th March 2009, Friday.

Venue: Shangri-La, Kuala Lumpur.

A few of the many pictures we took that night. Basically it was just me camwhoring around with friends using my cam ;-)

Group pic with Ms. Kath in the middle ;-)

Sher Lin

Pei Ling

Hans

Mr. Lua

(yea, it was his brains I wanted for my assignment)

Jedwind

Ching (Harry Potter)

SK
I am NOT an alcoholic, mind you :D

Kellie, our girl next door

Lovebirds :D

Juen

oops.

My very, very long lost friend, Nazrul.

I'm sure you guys who were in Cempaka since primary remembers him.

After party @ Barsonic, Zouk.

It was quite an enjoyable night, besides the fact that the food sucked. They were mostly spicy stuff, which I can't eat. And also minus the horrendous jam on the way there. Stuck in the jam for almost 3 hours. The journey there was bad. I almost ended up not going, after all my hair and make-up was done. Really wonder how some people can just do things like this. Besides that, it could have been a really good night :)

There's far too many pictures for me to upload them here one by one. It's too tedious. If you wanna see, you can see them all through those links below :)

Law Ball 2009 (I)
Law Ball 2009 (II)

It's kinda funny how far we were despite being just one street away from each other the entire night. How I wished... how I wished...

...that my silent wish could come true.

「ここに居られるっていいなぁ・・」って一瞬に思ってた。
I really wished you were there.

27/3

March 27th.

Firstly,

Happy Birthday to my dear Couz.
Enjoy your 19th babe.
It's your last teen year ;-)
May all your dreams come true.

xoxo.

We would be at the same area I suppose,
So close,
And yet so far.

I wonder if you'd still be there.

27th.
It's been exactly 3 months since.
And I still remember, that it was 6.30 pm.
I should be over you, I should know better
but it's just not the case.

The day will come,
when I no longer think about you.
when I keep you deep within, in the place where it matters the most.

And never let it out again.

Let's hope, it'll be fine cuz I'm sure - the stars will shine tonight.


I miss you boy.

Oh, What A Fool.

This song makes me wanna cry.

爱上了　　我不保留

傻瓜, 我们都一样

被爱情伤了又伤

相信这个他不一样

却又再一次受伤

相信付出会有代价

代价只是一句

傻瓜

Tell Me A Secret.

Busy, busy day.

HELP > Curve > SS2 > HELP > Mid Valley > Curve

and finally home.

Oh ya, remember my dress? It's for Law Ball :)

Our theme was set to be Secret Garden. Unfortunately, there had to be some meeting there near PWTC tomorrow and thus, the roads around KL would be crazily jammed. Our Law Ball's at Shangri-La by the way.

And I just remembered, it's near somewhere if I'm not mistaken.

Tsk, I'm hungry.

Can There Be A Guiding Light I Get To See?

Had you ever tried typing a whole load of stuff and not understanding a single shit you've been typing? Had you ever tried typing this whole load of shit and end up ctrl+a backspace all of them?

Had you ever?

Cuz I did. I just did. I'm too frustrated with my assignment. Had been facing it since I got home, and now - I've decided to save my work, and close my Microsoft Word, for the time being.

How I wish, I had constitutional brains like Aristotle, Montesquieu or A.V. Dicey. Then maybe I'll know everything about Consti. Haha don't ask me wtf are constitutional brains cuz I do not know. It's just some random stuff coming out from my Constitutional Law stuffed brain. Nah, it's not really stuffed cuz I still know nuts, but - it just feels that way okay. So let it be.

Okay, I changed my mind. These people are long dead. Just give me Mr. Lua's brains. That'd be enough for me to do my assignment. I promise I'll return it :(

Gosh, I think I better stop before I start freaking myself out.

I Know This Is A Feeling That I Just Can't Fight.

You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,

You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall,

You make me wanna

surrender my soul.

Nothing Could Describe Me Better

Do you ever think about me,
In the middle of the night when your awake?
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever really miss?
I can't believe I'm acting like this, I was crazy.

I miss you so much and I don't know what to say
I should be over you
I should know better but it's just not the case.

Do you ever ask about me?
Everytime the phone rings, do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same? Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you...
Is everything ok?

- 6, 8, 12 by Brian McKnight.

Right now I know you can tell I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry.

I'm Sick.

As in, literally sick. Woke up with sore throat one day and here I am, sneezing my nose off. And my nose is running so badly that it burned millions of calories. Haha wtf. It's so lame that I feel that it's damn dumb. How I wished I burned those calories instead though. I'm fat fat FAT.

Will 4 days be enough for me to lose those ugly fats? I definitely hope it would.

I've been so busy recently and my assignents, they're suffocating me soon. Have been asking 3 people on their assigments.

1) One has a sexy assignment apparently.
2 One has tons of notes when I met her at the library.
3) One has started and is wondering how to do footnotes.

And I'm still stuck here whining bout it and doing nothing!

Sigh. Life will be sad till my Consti assignment is over. I've tried typing out my introduction, which I did. And the next thing I know, I've been staring at the blankscreen hoping that words will appear on its own wtf.

Oh, and did I tell you that I'm close to being broke now? I wonder if this happens to you people. Like, when you're looking for something, you just can't seem to find it. And when you've finally found it, you see it everywhere. Irritatingly everywhere.

I've finally found my dress today. Okay, actually it was the first dress I found.But I stubbornly insisted on looking around for more, but to no avail. Well, I found one. It was probably one of the best dress I've ever seen. But it would've cost me a fortune if I were to buy it, and not to mention, being slaughtered and skinned alive by my dear parents.

T_____________________T

Thus, I shall settle with this first dress I found. What for, I shall disclose it later in the week ;-)


Back to reality, Imma mourn over it now - for my assignment and sudden great loss of cash.

别告诉他 我还想他

就让沉默 代替所有回答

无非想放下你, 还是挂念你

谁又会及我伤悲

What Are You Waiting For Now..?

Where'd you go?

I miss you so.

Seems like it's been forever since you've been gone.

With you is where I'd rather be, but we're stuck where we are.

xx

What Happens If I Can't Stop The Song?

Had been thinking, thinking really hard - especially tonight. All I could do was to let my mind linger around with issues I can never push away.

Really kept me thinking continuously, I've tried to think so hard that my head hurts. The feeling sucks, when you're thinking of something but you don't know what you're thinking about - or rather, you just can't clear your mind off things.

Tell me, what can be better than a sore throat with headache?

I'm so tired, yet I can't sleep.

I hate the fact that it ain't stopping, it remains constant. Everything reminds me. It's like a habit.

"There's something, but there just can't be. It has to be made into nothing," she said. A close friend of mine told me this. Kept me wondering, and wondering, till I reached a point when I start to wonder what I've been wondering.

I'm still stuck here, in this state of utter confusion. Frankly, I won't be able to answer you even if you ask what am I confused about. Cuz I'll get confused when I try explaining myself. I now have this very strong urge to ctrl+a and backspace everything that I have typed, cuz I don't see a point.

I've said all I could and do not wish to repeat it tonight. There's nothing else left for me to say, cuz I know that you'd know that I do - I always do.

说好的幸福呢?

Gaga Is Gaga Over You.

Ahaha, one of the lame jokes we made in the jam yesterday. We even resorted to watching birds fly when the car couldn't move.

-________________________-

Pictures from yesterday @ The Club, Bukit Utama.

The Club.

Went for the Law Olympiad this morning. It was some law competition between the A-Levels students and the prize was a full scholarship. Being marshalls, all we do is to maintain the decorum of the participants of each group and provide them help whenever they needed it (which never happened).

T'was quite fun :)

And the mock trial at the end of the competition was nice, and not to mention - funny. This time, by our very own coursemates. For those of you who are wondering what a mock trial is, it's a fake court procedure where each student plays a role in the court. And our case was a rape case :D

Told you I would look formal :)

During the competition and mock trial :)

I told you my uni is haunted (refer to bottom left pic)

Qi and I

That basically was my day today. I have a very bad sore throat. Very painful. Woke up in the middle of the night due to the pain. Damnit, I hate having sore throat. I hate it more when it gets so omfg dry and thus causing it to hurt so badly when you're halfway sleeping.

I wanna go out, but the guilt of assignment is pulling me back. Cuz apparently, if I don't go out - at least I'll feel less guilty.

Well, note the word apparently.

Please Don't Ask Me Why Cuz I Don't Know.

You'd never know how much I miss you tonight.

Or maybe you do, you always do.

So effortlessly.

What am I to do?

Can you tell me?

I've Tried To Forget But It's Not Enough.

Really busy day today, or rather - tiring. Had been occupied since early morning. Headed off to Chingy's right after class today to meet up with Linda and Xin. Off to Desa Sri Hartamas for Lunch and headed of to The Club @ Bukit Utama.

Pictures tomorrow :)

Gotta wake up early tomorrow for the Law Olympiad (whatever it is, I'll find out tomorrow). Volunteered as "marshalls" with Qi and the rest. Marshalls sound cool, but in fact they aren't. (Will blog bout it tomorrow after I find out what we're actually suppose to do). Trust me, Imma look so formal tomorrow. I mean, what do you expect when the dress code is all black with no shorts or skirts or basic t-shirt? :(

Okay, time to sleep - or at least try. Goodnight.


Sometimes, I really wonder why I used Rain as my metaphor despite how much I dislike the rain. So much for Summer rain huh.


- So what if it was a busy busy day, it never stopped Raining... in my head at least.

Stripes And Solid.

It has been so long

Since it's been like this.

Today,

Today make me felt like how we all were

Months ago.

It was a short half hour,

But at least, we enjoyed ourselves.

Or at least I'm sure I did.

I really miss those times when we'd

Have those joint conversations and would chat till

Late at night,

About anything under the sun then

sleep, and see each other hours after that.

I was really happy then,

For it was enjoyable.

I thought we would've lasted that way.

I wonder when has it started to stop,

When we no longer chat that way.

Each busy with our own ongoings.

I wonder if you'd miss it?

All 3 of you.

* the handcuff, the bitch, the kangaroo *

Would You Be?

Told me you'll be fine, but are you really?

Cuz I really hope you are.

:(

Finally, I've done something today which really lifted a great weight off my heart. I feel much better now :)

Tonight, I Wanna Cry.

by Keith Urban.

This song, is hardcore emo.

为什么我连分开都迁就着你?
Why is it that I still let it be your way about ending things?

想回到过去,试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去
想看你看的世界,想在你梦的画面
分散时间的注意,这次会抱的更紧

想回到过去,能吗?

So much I have to say, yet I can't find my words.
Or rather, I'll never have the courage to say.

如果我说,　「不要走・・・好吗？」
你会因此留下来吗？

I'm sorry those words have to be in Chinese :(

가지마...정말
Kajima... chongmal.

Too many things I have to tell you, yet I could never.
Too many... too many indeed.
If I did, would you listen... like how you used to last time?

ね、昔の様に甘えてくれるの？

你最近还好吗?
是不是也在思念里挣扎?

你说会记得我,还记得吗?

你最近还好吗?
忙碌吗,累吗,心还会痛吗?

我会学着放弃你,是因为我太爱你.
I'll learn to let go of you, cuz I love you too much.

This time, it's true.

I'm sorry this post is so messed up. Things are here and there. Ugh. It's so messy! Sorry, I'm a bit messed up tonight. Emo bitch alert.

★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆

I couldn't shut the door,
The Rain just poured continuously

And I was too weak to hold it tight.

I reached out my hand in a frail attempt to grasp the Rain,
Just to let it slip through my fingers.

That's when I realise,

It'll never stay for me.

I Need A Life.

Finally, I'm done with my presentation for my Jap classes. F.i.n.a.l.l.y. We were all given this end-of-semester assignment (individual assignment, mind you) to work on for weeks. Each of us had to settle on one of topics given, interview someone and present it during classes. It was a tedious job.

Firstly, we had to plan our questions - which means inventing our own questions from square one. I remember I was so pissed with myself that I couldn't come up with any questions which I could present well, I then switched my topic. Then, we had to draft everything.

Next, we had to find a Japanese, or Japanese speaking person to propose our questions to - which I did. Then, we had to compile everything and draft another copy for it. This was the hard one. I've been typing and correcting it so many times that I've lost count. And now, finally it's done. Thank god it ended up well.

Guess what? We're having our end-of-term exam tomorrow. How great.

Oh, and there's just a week left till my Consti assignment is dued, and I've typed nuts. I wanna swear. I feel so guilty everyday that I've been procrastinating on this issue. And I've been whining about Consti since forever. You can't blame me when it's all about Parliament Sovereignity and Rule of Law, can you? *shifty eyes*

Okay, Imma do my Criminal notes and start studying for tomorrow... and hopefully, read up a bit on my Consti but I have this feeling I'll end up refreshing my Facebook every 5 minutes. I swear I'm so screwed, big time. I need motivation.

And did I mention that I've gained so much weight that I feel wtf-ly fat? Must be the cheeeeeese....Mmmmm.

I've Lost Myself In You.

Now just let me,

Lose myself in this

Momentary euphoria.

Self-constructed it might have been,

It doesn't matter,

It doesn't matter.

You always knew when

Nobody else knew better.

And nobody else would've done better than you did cuz

You're so fabulous, you always were.

If only you could see me smiling,

A sincere smile which I thought I've lost.

You're the only reason why

I've lost and found it, just to lose it again.

When this evanescent joy drains out of me.

When I Asked...

Qi says:

nopez
does he need to?
he doesnt
cuz

he noes u miss him.

@ March 16th, MSN.

★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆★☆

Tonight, I'm so confused.
Tonight, I realised that there could never be another like you.
Tonght, I need you.

Kept me thinking,
Since you've left, what have I done?
Shame on me.

なんとなく、I'm really sorry.
I drifted away,
I'm sorry I didn't stay where I was.
Fell down, again.
Just to realise that,
There could never be another like you.
cuz
Nobody else could make me feel the same way you did.

If you see this,
If you see this,
Please, get some sleep :(

Can I Tell You A Secret?

I miss you.

What If I Try?

When she thought it finally was a sunny day,

She woke up that morning,

To see that the Rain wouldn't stop.

She looked at the distant house again,

This time, a tree was outside it.

A tree with the

Forbidden fruit.

The strong facade she had to show when

It's bleeding inside.

Oh how she misses the Rain.

So many stories I have to share with you, too many.
How I wish you were here to listen.

Spot Two Monkeys.

Spotted! In a mag which Couz was reading.

Spot the two monkeys. Okay, just one literally. But I just mentioned two in case she scolds me for calling her the only monkey so I had to drag the other one in.

How've You Been?

今日はなんとなく・・・アイタイ

理由がないのに、ただ・・・

あいたくなった.

Visited a place I've never went since.
The same seat, the same place.
Yet today, a plump middle aged lady sat there.
We were once there, happily.

You said I pick on my food.
You kept me warm with your warm glass.
You irritated me so much then, but it was funny.
You took my Mickey and never gave it back.
You were once there.

I don't know why, I miss you tonight.
Shadows of you were everywhere today.

I thought I was fine,
Just to realise how feeble I was.

How have you been?
Please do take care, and smile - I know you always will.

If I were to race you to happiness,
I'd stop and let you win - cuz I'd always want you to be happy.
I could give you my everything.

And, forgive me for being so weak.
I couldn't keep my promise,
A promise you've most probably forgotten about.
I am not strong, I never was.

Just give me a moment and I'll be fine.
Sometimes, I just feel too confused when

Blue and grey will never mix well with pink.

I can't deal with colours. Very ironic song,

Starry starry night, Paint your pallete blue and grey.

- Vincent by Don Mclean.

Time to wash my palette, pink will do.

Pppokerface.

Attended my uncle's wedding dinner last night in town. Took hell lot of pictures, and as always - Facebook it is :)

By the way, I really dislike the new Facebook. It's irritating me. Oh well.

I managed to read my Consti today! Yes, I'm still whining about it. Met Couz today and it started off as an initial plan to study Consti, which eventually turned out to be a singing plan.

T__________________T

I gave into temptation. As a result, I fell off today hahaha oops.

NO, her hair didn't grow miraculously :P

My other Couz :)

Oh yeah, this was what we (Couz and I) did yesterday at MV while waiting for my Mom to pay. We got so bored we started reading the "comments" and "suggesstions" by random people for Jusco. We had itchy hands, so we did it too - in horrible English.

:D

I'm now feeling better than you think I am, I think.

So What, I'm Still A Rockstar.

And now that we're done,

I'm gonna show you tonight, I'm just fine.

You weren't there, you let me fall.

Has it ever crossed your mind?

When we're hanging, spending time.

All I ever think about is you.

Do you ever think when you're all alone?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

Cuz I've tried and tried to walk away.

It was all yesterday.

xx

When I Fall, Would You Be There To Catch Me?

Or would it just be me falling alone?

down down down

Came across this quote in a book, somehow it felt melancholic - and I like melancholic quotes a lot :D

朝なんか来なければいいのに・・・
If only dawn didn't have to come

そうしたらいつまでも
That way,

こうして二人一緒に居られるのに・・・
We could stay like this, together forever.

☆★☆★☆☆★☆★☆

When Words Don't Mean A Thing.

さぁ
誰かなぁ・・・教えない。
ヒ・ミ・ツ ❤

Hah, take that and try guessing.

愛しい貴方にサヨナラを。

This sucks. I hate this feeling. I know that I'm suppose to be reading my Consti. I told myself I would on the way home today. I kept reminding myself constantly that the dead line is nearing. I failed. Sometimes, I really feel like giving up. Sigh.

My blog has been deprived of pictures recently. It's been so long since I've camwhored and took pictures of myself. Wtf I sound like some vain bitch. God knows why. Is it cuz of the increase in age? :O

I feel like I just wanna hug someone, anyone close to me - or rather, be hugged. I miss the feeling of being hugged. Those sincere, tight hugs that only a few could give. I'd wanna bury myself in the embrace, and slip away, just for a short moment. It'll be more than enough. This reminds me, I don't know why but this thought kept lingering on my mind today, it's almost a month since.

もう一ヶ月になったね、アレから。時間は矢の如きかなぁ？君、もうアタシを忘れたか？あるいは、あるトコでまだアタシの影が残る？毎日も会えるけど、なんとなく遠いカンジがするだね。

:)

March 11th

I've made up my mind. It's time to keep everything deep inside, in a place where nobody else could find. I'll never mark another 11.

I wonder if it's the same... that bits of me would still linger, somewhere.

愛しい貴方にサヨナラを。

It's over. I'm happy how I am now. Maybe not completely but yea, I'm fine the way I am. Still searching for the missing pieces, it doesn't matter if I can't. I've been through the worst stage, twice - and all that's left is to move on now. Perhaps letting go is hard, but at least, moving on wouldn't be. It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better, that's how the saying goes. It'll still hurt as it goes, but yea I'll be strong.

Cuz the day will come when the heart is ignorant to the pain and none can break through, you or you or the many yous out there. I don't wanna go through the entire process again, hell no.

Sometimes, I'm too afraid.

The Feeling, I Can't Find It Anymore.

ChingMun says she doesn't like melancholic poem posts.
ChingMun likes normal posts.

So for her sake, I'll try to blog in a non-abstract way k? I love you dear. Wtf this sounds lesbianish.

Due date for assignments are coming nearer to me. Wait, I'm going nearer? Or are they coming nearer? Ok whatever, it's coming. And I have no way to decipher the long long passages.

Oh yea,

Happy Birthday, Weng.
Enjoy your 19th and
May you be happy always :)

有时候，我不说
不是因为我不明白
只是因为我懂得更多
不想让彼此尴尬，
选择用微笑带着过

所以，
不说不代表我不懂．

Have been listening to a very old song. Sad, sad song indeed.

I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this:

Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is,
25 minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy,
I'm sorry you are 25 minutes too late.

:(

No one would ever make me feel the same way like you did, cuz I'll never open my heart to another like how I did to you.

No, the song is completely irrelevant to my relationship state. Quote ChingMun in her recent post,

"One cannot escape arguments- commitment issues/ infidelity issues/ ego issues/ clubbing issues/ insecurity issues/ etc (what nonsense also wanna fight about la) when in a relationship. Its pretty normal. And I'm extremely glad that I'm not in one now. Now now, I'm not planning to be a nun or spinster when I grow up of course. Just waiting for the right guy and the right time. Ambitious, loyal, sweet and fun. Mmmmm. No rush babyy.. Love comes unexpectedly. And right now, my studies itself is enough to suffocate me so cheers to fucked up relationships."

Nuff said. Nothing can describe my feelings better - just waiting for the right guy. There's no rush, we'll be fine. (Yes, Rule of Law and Parliament Sovereignity is more than enough to suffocate me now).

I'll hold onto my key tightly and
I'll never leave the door open anymore.

In case the Rain comes flooding in or when
Cookie monster comes in

Stealing cookies from my cookie jar.

I'm, complicated and confused as always :)

Embrace Her, Serenade Her.

Everyday, I see her
Running, trying to catch a faint figure.
A figure who once stopped by, capturing her heart.
A figure she can never reach for,
As the figure was also catching another he could never leave.
But it wasn't her, she knew it wasn't her.

Then I see her,
Caught in a web, struggling.
Pitifully, I held my hand out to her.
She refused.
She said she'd rather stay in this web, waiting for him to come by.
Hoping that he might turn back and
Hopefully, see her.

Foolish girl, oh what a foolish girl.
She's falling from grace, she's losing her faith.
All I could do was watch her try desperately to progress.
Faking a smile, working hard as she
Masked her emotions beneath the faint smile,
Shadowing the wounds she had inside.

I love you and that's all I really know,
Was all she wanted to tell, and hear.
I tried my best to help her, to save her from her pathetic state.

It was sad to see her this way as she's lost her smile.
I've seen her pictures, where she once smiled from the bottom of her heart.
It was so different, almost queer.
That was when, she had him by her side.
The figure which once stopped by for her.

Scarred she was,
Lost, in the

Deafening silence.

How Distant It Had Become...How Distant Indeed.

As promised.

Had quite a different trip with the Cousin yesterday. Spontaneous as we were, we decided to take the public transport.

Taman Desa --> KL Sentral (Bus)
KL Sentral --> KLCC (Train)
KLCC --> Sentral (Train)
Sentral --> Mid Valley (KTM)

I'm so proud of myself (wtf).

It was then that I realised how troublesome it was to actually take the bus from Mid Valley to Taman Desa (and vice versa) when the bus passed by Mid Valley before stopping at Sentral. I didn't know you had to go through so much trouble, yet you still came to meet me so often - but it's a bit too late for me to know anymore, no?

bus bus bus!

I'm so happy with what I found in KLCC :3

No, I didn't buy heels this time. I bought all the Kuroshitsuji books they had in Kinokuniya :D

I could have bought a pair of Guess heels with the same amount I spent on the books though :(

Talking bout this, I got myself addicted out of nowhere.

T______________________T

I was bored and had nothing to do one day. It was then when I remembered I've seen the review on this anime/manga. So I bought the first book and tried watching the first few episodes. So now here I am :x

Watch/Read it, it's really goooood.

Psst. Jon, I can stream my episodes di loserrrr.

Anyway, back to my story.

Lunch at Sakae Sushi. And off we traveled to Mid Valley by KTM. God, how slow can the KTM be. Secret Recipe it was for dinner.

The not-so-innocent Kid's Meal.

Ya ya, we didn't feel like eating much so we ordered Kid's Meal. Shut up.

On another note, I received the Love Ya award from Sharon, the rose master hahaha wtf.

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Jottings Of My Life
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mea culpa
❤ Cookie Diaries ❤
Tales Of The Bamboo Groove
It takes two to tango.
My life, My Reasons.
it's K to the S to the S

Thanks Sharon :)

*back to reading*

Damnnn, I'm really supposed to be reading on my Consti instead of my books. But I've been procrastinating so much that it isn't me. Let's just say, I really dread Consti. It's Greek to me, I don't know why.

It's so dryyyyy. I think I need self hypnosis.

Consti rocks. Consti rocks. Consti rocks.

Damn, I can't do this.

Driving home at night yesterday,

The route that I took,

Reminded me exactly of the way you'd take,

When you used to fetch me home at night.

How I wish,

I didn't have to go home so early that night.

Then perhaps,

Perhaps, it didn't have to end so soon.