Its Not Much That I'm Asking For

Yesterday,

Saw things I never wanted to see.

Found out things I never wanted to find out.

Realised things I never wanted to realise.

Yet today,

I'm doing it all over again.

Seeing things which hurts the heart.

Wondering about what I would never want to know.

Hurt, it might. Yet we still do it.

It's hard, despite all the things in front of me

As though they're speaking for themselves.

We all know but

I still chose to believe.

I will be strong.

- please, don't let me down. it's a fragile heart :(